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paranormal mysteries on access Northwest 16 00:00:44,030 --> 00:00:40,829 today's guest is someone I met about six 17 00:00:47,240 --> 00:00:44,040 years ago and I lived in Leeds I was run 18 00:00:49,459 --> 00:00:47,250 in an abductee and experienced a kind of 19 00:00:51,799 --> 00:00:49,469 advice network I don't really know what 20 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:51,809 yet Carly I suppose it was something 21 00:00:57,049 --> 00:00:55,050 like that and anyway somebody gave her 22 00:00:58,849 --> 00:00:57,059 my number to call and have a chat 23 00:01:04,310 --> 00:00:58,859 because she'd been having experiences 24 00:01:07,039 --> 00:01:04,320 and this lady she's had so many the 25 00:01:09,380 --> 00:01:07,049 beggars belief but it's not just 26 00:01:12,140 --> 00:01:09,390 abduction she's had lots and lots of hi 27 00:01:14,330 --> 00:01:12,150 strange moments which have been 28 00:01:18,380 --> 00:01:14,340 corroborated by other people in some 29 00:01:21,320 --> 00:01:18,390 cases and has involved other people as 30 00:01:24,850 --> 00:01:21,330 well people have witnessed it and people 31 00:01:28,100 --> 00:01:24,860 have had experiences with her and 32 00:01:34,069 --> 00:01:28,110 actually the phenomena around this lady 33 00:01:38,569 --> 00:01:34,079 is phenomenal anyway I took her to see a 34 00:01:42,590 --> 00:01:38,579 friend as well probably I don't know few 35 00:01:46,870 --> 00:01:42,600 years ago and she had an abduction 36 00:01:51,429 --> 00:01:46,880 experience then and just talking to her 37 00:01:54,830 --> 00:01:51,439 before I started the show she's had some 38 00:01:56,929 --> 00:01:54,840 experiences recently so I'm going to 39 00:02:00,170 --> 00:01:56,939 introduce you to a very good friend of 40 00:02:04,100 --> 00:02:00,180 mine and that's Paula green hello Paula 41 00:02:07,609 --> 00:02:04,110 hey how you darlin like so coming up to 42 00:02:10,880 --> 00:02:07,619 talk to me you are one of the wildest 43 00:02:13,030 --> 00:02:10,890 abductees I've ever met in my life one 44 00:02:17,709 --> 00:02:13,040 of the people that I believe with 45 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:17,719 our one seconds questioning what one of 46 00:02:25,959 --> 00:02:21,250 the things that was so interesting to me 47 00:02:29,319 --> 00:02:25,969 when we first met when when you are 48 00:02:32,349 --> 00:02:29,329 recounting your events and explaining 49 00:02:34,270 --> 00:02:32,359 what happened you go into such minut 50 00:02:36,809 --> 00:02:34,280 detail and you are is that sitting 51 00:02:39,640 --> 00:02:36,819 sitting down but then you get up and 52 00:02:42,849 --> 00:02:39,650 then you start drawing out with your 53 00:02:45,910 --> 00:02:42,859 body where things were where you were 54 00:02:49,300 --> 00:02:45,920 eyes because I'm actually seeing it 55 00:02:53,979 --> 00:02:49,310 again reliving it again probably break 56 00:02:56,349 --> 00:02:53,989 down crying again you know very very 57 00:03:00,129 --> 00:02:56,359 vivid picture with every moment that you 58 00:03:02,890 --> 00:03:00,139 were explaining and I could see just by 59 00:03:05,289 --> 00:03:02,900 watching you that you were accessing 60 00:03:08,199 --> 00:03:05,299 these memories and it was important that 61 00:03:10,420 --> 00:03:08,209 even you bent you know it was like the 62 00:03:12,789 --> 00:03:10,430 position of a peg in one instance when 63 00:03:15,759 --> 00:03:12,799 yeah you saw one peeping through a gate 64 00:03:18,490 --> 00:03:15,769 etcetera I mean you know people say oh 65 00:03:20,819 --> 00:03:18,500 you can't make this stuff up but you can 66 00:03:24,539 --> 00:03:20,829 if you've listened and talked to enough 67 00:03:27,460 --> 00:03:24,549 experiences but when you watching people 68 00:03:29,469 --> 00:03:27,470 telling you stuff when they're really 69 00:03:33,430 --> 00:03:29,479 really living it they'd be able to 70 00:03:36,819 --> 00:03:33,440 bounce and and you completely acted out 71 00:03:40,619 --> 00:03:36,829 in my kitchen lots of things that you've 72 00:03:44,170 --> 00:03:40,629 gone through and I knew instantly that 73 00:03:48,610 --> 00:03:44,180 you were totally genuine and the fact 74 00:03:51,009 --> 00:03:48,620 was that when you told me about all 75 00:03:52,899 --> 00:03:51,019 these things that had happened and you 76 00:03:55,449 --> 00:03:52,909 were looking at me like waiting for 77 00:03:57,149 --> 00:03:55,459 something then I was like what are you 78 00:04:00,610 --> 00:03:57,159 ain't well what is it 79 00:04:04,599 --> 00:04:00,620 and I was so convinced that you actually 80 00:04:06,309 --> 00:04:04,609 knew what was going on with you did 81 00:04:08,050 --> 00:04:06,319 someone to talk to and you what you 82 00:04:09,189 --> 00:04:08,060 wanted was some confirmation and I 83 00:04:11,349 --> 00:04:09,199 couldn't believe it because you've been 84 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:11,359 telling me about all these little guys 85 00:04:16,659 --> 00:04:13,970 with big black eyes yeah coming up 86 00:04:19,509 --> 00:04:16,669 through the floor you know all this kind 87 00:04:21,430 --> 00:04:19,519 of stuff and I actually thought that you 88 00:04:25,620 --> 00:04:21,440 and you and you were okay and you 89 00:04:27,070 --> 00:04:25,630 thought ya know a thing about anything 90 00:04:29,170 --> 00:04:27,080 you know 91 00:04:32,469 --> 00:04:29,180 like the first time I've spoken out 92 00:04:34,570 --> 00:04:32,479 about it and I will absolutely terrified 93 00:04:45,309 --> 00:04:34,580 that day when I met yeah you know like 94 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:45,319 this woman's gonna think I'm psycho yeah 95 00:04:53,490 --> 00:04:50,330 I was at the time I was having some 96 00:04:57,580 --> 00:04:53,500 stuff going on at home and I'd never 97 00:05:01,540 --> 00:04:57,590 experienced the greys before until 2012 98 00:05:04,809 --> 00:05:01,550 when I think one like in my bedroom 99 00:05:07,809 --> 00:05:04,819 doorway and the whole event rolled on 100 00:05:11,290 --> 00:05:07,819 from there but also involved one of my 101 00:05:13,570 --> 00:05:11,300 children and you can a song into my 102 00:05:17,350 --> 00:05:13,580 orbit just as that was happening and 103 00:05:19,450 --> 00:05:17,360 yeah I knew about the greys and 104 00:05:22,959 --> 00:05:19,460 obviously I've read enough and had 105 00:05:26,140 --> 00:05:22,969 enough people speak about them but you 106 00:05:27,969 --> 00:05:26,150 were my first experience of somebody who 107 00:05:32,649 --> 00:05:27,979 was actually interacting with him on any 108 00:05:34,390 --> 00:05:32,659 really significant level yeah because I 109 00:05:38,230 --> 00:05:34,400 didn't actually know that many abductees 110 00:05:41,469 --> 00:05:38,240 in the flesh they were all online so it 111 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:41,479 was like a really good time in and funny 112 00:05:48,129 --> 00:05:46,610 how things kind of are timed that you 113 00:05:50,550 --> 00:05:48,139 had all this stuff going on with the 114 00:05:55,330 --> 00:05:50,560 greys and then I just had this like 115 00:05:57,909 --> 00:05:55,340 bubble of a few months of activity but I 116 00:06:00,459 --> 00:05:57,919 was trying to digest that well when you 117 00:06:01,390 --> 00:06:00,469 came in some my orbit with all your 118 00:06:03,339 --> 00:06:01,400 tales of it 119 00:06:06,010 --> 00:06:03,349 so I actually helped me understood 120 00:06:09,159 --> 00:06:06,020 understand what was going on so I just 121 00:06:11,469 --> 00:06:09,169 think this kind of flow that goes with 122 00:06:14,619 --> 00:06:11,479 it that we can see yeah your friends for 123 00:06:19,980 --> 00:06:14,629 these all these years six years yeah 124 00:06:22,480 --> 00:06:19,990 that there is a pattern yes 125 00:06:23,980 --> 00:06:22,490 and we're all intertwined in the 126 00:06:25,450 --> 00:06:23,990 background and we don't even know it 127 00:06:28,360 --> 00:06:25,460 until we meet each other 128 00:06:30,760 --> 00:06:28,370 yep wait where some well I can't we 129 00:06:34,269 --> 00:06:30,770 would get colder water oh yeah 130 00:06:37,089 --> 00:06:34,279 when zoom in does that no guy would it 131 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:37,099 go yeah guy my old car house from 132 00:06:42,790 --> 00:06:40,730 because if I can detect 133 00:06:45,400 --> 00:06:42,800 something happening at yar end and it's 134 00:06:48,730 --> 00:06:45,410 exactly what I'm detecting a now I'll 135 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:48,740 type out such a thing on Facebook anyway 136 00:06:57,910 --> 00:06:51,410 oh my god I've just you know just said 137 00:07:00,570 --> 00:06:57,920 this yeah when we were talking I 138 00:07:03,520 --> 00:07:00,580 couldn't even tell who was who 139 00:07:04,810 --> 00:07:03,530 well I was just talking to John Hanson 140 00:07:09,550 --> 00:07:04,820 hi John 141 00:07:11,500 --> 00:07:09,560 the other day on the phone yeah and he 142 00:07:18,580 --> 00:07:11,510 said I couldn't tell the difference 143 00:07:20,650 --> 00:07:18,590 between me and you even sometimes I'll 144 00:07:22,750 --> 00:07:20,660 be laughing at Cibola telling devil 145 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:22,760 coming from the kitchen so did just like 146 00:07:53,560 --> 00:07:50,450 Paul oh yeah okay so when we first met 147 00:07:58,540 --> 00:07:53,570 it was the crazy time for both of us 148 00:08:00,700 --> 00:07:58,550 wasn't it well I think I will at the end 149 00:08:05,830 --> 00:08:00,710 of each other with it there's the way 150 00:08:09,670 --> 00:08:05,840 and I just couldn't deal with what was 151 00:08:12,460 --> 00:08:09,680 happening like it's a to life situation 152 00:08:14,620 --> 00:08:12,470 one that you've got to have a secret and 153 00:08:20,980 --> 00:08:14,630 the other is not a lot you know live as 154 00:08:23,290 --> 00:08:20,990 normal before and then the next thing 155 00:08:26,020 --> 00:08:23,300 you know well in your case you'd be at 156 00:08:28,540 --> 00:08:26,030 work with all those people that do you 157 00:08:32,050 --> 00:08:28,550 read in and I'm standing outside a 158 00:08:33,400 --> 00:08:32,060 school gate just waiting for them to 159 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:33,410 open the gates look I'm going to get the 160 00:08:37,300 --> 00:08:35,210 kids and as I'm standing there looking 161 00:08:40,839 --> 00:08:37,310 at the gate I'm getting flash flash 162 00:08:42,850 --> 00:08:40,849 flash and then you go oh hang on and 163 00:08:44,890 --> 00:08:42,860 then I'm picking the kids up and you 164 00:08:46,270 --> 00:08:44,900 kind of like talking to people oh yeah 165 00:08:48,310 --> 00:08:46,280 oh is that right yeah thanks for the 166 00:08:51,040 --> 00:08:48,320 letter blah blah blah and then you mind 167 00:08:53,730 --> 00:08:51,050 it's going boom boom boom and all these 168 00:08:55,650 --> 00:08:53,740 memories and you just like 169 00:08:57,900 --> 00:08:55,660 and yeah and you've got everything going 170 00:08:59,310 --> 00:08:57,910 on under the surface and then are you 171 00:09:01,110 --> 00:08:59,320 just walking down the road I'm going in 172 00:09:04,290 --> 00:09:01,120 the coop choose even the tea the kids 173 00:09:06,330 --> 00:09:04,300 are all running around below and and 174 00:09:08,340 --> 00:09:06,340 you've got to keep it together and you 175 00:09:12,780 --> 00:09:08,350 mean the thought you want to do is just 176 00:09:14,880 --> 00:09:12,790 fall on the floor and cry our scam yeah 177 00:09:19,650 --> 00:09:14,890 scream at the sky Mar like that's what I 178 00:09:23,640 --> 00:09:19,660 ended up doing but it's a double life 179 00:09:32,610 --> 00:09:23,650 but your life I mean I don't even know 180 00:09:34,740 --> 00:09:32,620 how you're not like really but I I deal 181 00:09:39,750 --> 00:09:34,750 with it and I suppose people deal with 182 00:09:41,970 --> 00:09:39,760 it in different ways but mine I am got 183 00:09:45,720 --> 00:09:41,980 to the cracking pain which the point was 184 00:09:47,760 --> 00:09:45,730 when I met you and and then I discovered 185 00:09:50,730 --> 00:09:47,770 that well I wasn't the only one which 186 00:09:55,260 --> 00:09:50,740 made it better for me so when I'm with 187 00:09:58,230 --> 00:09:55,270 sin sale your accounts I think they're 188 00:10:01,110 --> 00:09:58,240 everything so then it don't make mine 189 00:10:04,980 --> 00:10:01,120 sound as bad even though you'll feel the 190 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:04,990 same when I tell mine but the way I deal 191 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:09,010 with it now he's like well I'm still a 192 00:10:16,550 --> 00:10:12,490 year I'm still alive and I've been hurt 193 00:10:19,140 --> 00:10:16,560 by more humans than what I have yeah 194 00:10:23,150 --> 00:10:19,150 it's or whatever you want to call them 195 00:10:26,550 --> 00:10:23,160 you know yeah that's absolutely true 196 00:10:31,110 --> 00:10:26,560 quite yeah quite profound actually that 197 00:10:33,330 --> 00:10:31,120 Paula mm-hmm what I've always said that 198 00:10:35,130 --> 00:10:33,340 you know when I was like running this 199 00:10:36,810 --> 00:10:35,140 support network which I was doing 200 00:10:37,920 --> 00:10:36,820 publicly at first but then you know 201 00:10:39,150 --> 00:10:37,930 people don't like it when you're not 202 00:10:42,060 --> 00:10:39,160 telling them what you're doing and then 203 00:10:44,850 --> 00:10:42,070 it was all private but obviously I have 204 00:10:47,430 --> 00:10:44,860 to stop when I had poppy and you know I 205 00:10:52,380 --> 00:10:47,440 couldn't do everything and then moved to 206 00:10:55,230 --> 00:10:52,390 Liverpool but you know the thing that I 207 00:10:59,280 --> 00:10:55,240 had to deal with first and foremost 208 00:11:01,410 --> 00:10:59,290 where's the embarrassment in shame given 209 00:11:03,810 --> 00:11:01,420 to them by other people 210 00:11:07,140 --> 00:11:03,820 you know and there and the feeling 211 00:11:10,020 --> 00:11:07,150 stupid and in 212 00:11:13,380 --> 00:11:10,030 embarassed and you know like you know 213 00:11:14,490 --> 00:11:13,390 starting every sentence with you're not 214 00:11:16,200 --> 00:11:14,500 gonna believe if they saw this is gonna 215 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:16,210 sound really weird you're gonna think 216 00:11:19,530 --> 00:11:19,210 about I still do that I still say it at 217 00:11:21,690 --> 00:11:19,540 people 218 00:11:25,290 --> 00:11:21,700 well you won't believe it I know don't 219 00:11:31,230 --> 00:11:25,300 really care now like you won't believe 220 00:11:38,910 --> 00:11:31,240 it really really well you won't believe 221 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:38,920 it that was the first thing you have to 222 00:11:45,660 --> 00:11:43,090 get takes ages as well because you have 223 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:45,670 to say oh don't be embarrassed anymore 224 00:11:54,240 --> 00:11:49,210 look I've heard it all and is gonna 225 00:11:57,360 --> 00:11:54,250 sound weird not to me you know given 226 00:12:01,290 --> 00:11:57,370 this shame and on a safari there's 227 00:12:04,890 --> 00:12:01,300 people I will literally pay you to 228 00:12:07,230 --> 00:12:04,900 abduct me I would do you know better 229 00:12:11,700 --> 00:12:07,240 than you would I would talk to them I 230 00:12:14,730 --> 00:12:11,710 would the best one is when you hear 231 00:12:17,100 --> 00:12:14,740 people saying oh in the you know say in 232 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:17,110 the name of Jesus and I'm like are you 233 00:12:20,340 --> 00:12:19,330 [\h__\h] kidding me excuse my language 234 00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:20,350 cut that out 235 00:12:26,610 --> 00:12:23,170 are you in there you know it's like 236 00:12:30,210 --> 00:12:26,620 please door so you know it's like one of 237 00:12:33,330 --> 00:12:30,220 my friends a lot giving him and I've 238 00:12:37,050 --> 00:12:33,340 told you about abafar and you know she 239 00:12:40,890 --> 00:12:37,060 she's not an experienced or anything but 240 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:40,900 she does attend a church and I know the 241 00:12:46,740 --> 00:12:44,410 answer I know the answer she says you 242 00:12:49,500 --> 00:12:46,750 know and I'm like watch I knew what were 243 00:12:54,210 --> 00:12:49,510 coming I knew what she were gonna say 244 00:12:55,920 --> 00:12:54,220 you know and it's you just got say Jesus 245 00:13:02,630 --> 00:12:55,930 Christ and they'll go away and I'm like 246 00:13:05,580 --> 00:13:02,640 oh no no please don't go there you know 247 00:13:11,040 --> 00:13:05,590 because I know if we had the thought of 248 00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:11,050 that anything that can stop it apart 249 00:13:18,510 --> 00:13:17,140 from maybe extreme anger but then I 250 00:13:20,100 --> 00:13:18,520 don't even know that I mean I got 251 00:13:24,180 --> 00:13:20,110 extremely angry 252 00:13:27,750 --> 00:13:24,190 made all kinds of threats and the 253 00:13:28,949 --> 00:13:27,760 problem with what happened is I called 254 00:13:33,210 --> 00:13:28,959 them 255 00:13:36,360 --> 00:13:33,220 [\h__\h] cowards hiding sneaking 256 00:13:39,290 --> 00:13:36,370 about why don't you show yourselves you 257 00:13:41,970 --> 00:13:39,300 know all high-and-mighty 258 00:13:44,069 --> 00:13:41,980 sneaking them out and messing with my 259 00:13:45,110 --> 00:13:44,079 family so they did the shopping 260 00:13:57,329 --> 00:13:45,120 themselves 261 00:14:00,960 --> 00:13:57,339 yeah I asked for it and then to me it 262 00:14:02,910 --> 00:14:00,970 was the first one that started was with 263 00:14:19,519 --> 00:14:02,920 the bird I think that was like a 264 00:14:26,910 --> 00:14:19,529 disguise thing was about the bird hmm 265 00:14:31,019 --> 00:14:26,920 when you were little my mom knew I used 266 00:14:34,380 --> 00:14:31,029 to got a nursery in the mornings and in 267 00:14:37,230 --> 00:14:34,390 our house it we had a it was a thrilled 268 00:14:38,910 --> 00:14:37,240 terraced house and we had a meeting at 269 00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:38,920 the back if you if you don't know what a 270 00:14:46,050 --> 00:14:42,490 meeting if anyone eats we had outside 271 00:14:48,930 --> 00:14:46,060 toilets and it was the stone slab on the 272 00:14:52,230 --> 00:14:48,940 top of the toilet where the toilet area 273 00:14:56,610 --> 00:14:52,240 were but that title it had been taken 274 00:15:03,480 --> 00:14:56,620 out when I was young so it didn't exist 275 00:15:08,610 --> 00:15:03,490 it was just like it just an empty stone 276 00:15:10,949 --> 00:15:08,620 out building yeah so yeah I used to sit 277 00:15:14,699 --> 00:15:10,959 on their hot summer days and I'd be sat 278 00:15:17,819 --> 00:15:14,709 there and my mom had always liked being 279 00:15:19,949 --> 00:15:17,829 the kitchen washing up doing the washing 280 00:15:22,019 --> 00:15:19,959 it flicking in and out between room and 281 00:15:27,600 --> 00:15:22,029 kitchen you know just keeping an eye on 282 00:15:33,230 --> 00:15:27,610 me rarely and and I remember seeing this 283 00:15:42,710 --> 00:15:39,129 it will like it sit on the roof opposite 284 00:15:46,009 --> 00:15:42,720 which was a raw back row of the row of 285 00:15:48,769 --> 00:15:46,019 shops so the shops at the front and that 286 00:15:51,230 --> 00:15:48,779 was the back doorways to him and there'd 287 00:15:54,609 --> 00:15:51,240 be sat there at this bird to be sat 288 00:15:58,040 --> 00:15:54,619 there on the roof and every time my mom 289 00:15:59,749 --> 00:15:58,050 disappeared in that front room you know 290 00:16:01,850 --> 00:15:59,759 such consumer from the kitchen and 291 00:16:06,350 --> 00:16:01,860 whatever it come down and sit next to me 292 00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:06,360 and to me that were now my where you 293 00:16:11,689 --> 00:16:08,730 know everybody goes a bird that seemed 294 00:16:14,410 --> 00:16:11,699 you know and well I didn't think that 295 00:16:20,799 --> 00:16:14,420 because a four-year-old he's not much 296 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:20,809 process going on is there a limited to 297 00:16:26,809 --> 00:16:23,490 processing stuff you know you've this 298 00:16:31,429 --> 00:16:26,819 you know in your options of thinking 299 00:16:35,929 --> 00:16:31,439 about stuff a very vague so it's come 300 00:16:39,139 --> 00:16:35,939 down sit next to me and in my well what 301 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:39,149 we call telepathic and it would sit 302 00:16:46,780 --> 00:16:43,170 there and ask me do I like my family do 303 00:17:02,410 --> 00:16:46,790 I like going to school it was just 304 00:17:11,139 --> 00:17:05,299 to meet one normal bit to anyone else it 305 00:17:14,750 --> 00:17:11,149 well but it's it went on like every day 306 00:17:17,769 --> 00:17:14,760 for six months suddenly six week or 307 00:17:20,689 --> 00:17:17,779 whatever you know that as summertime 308 00:17:23,179 --> 00:17:20,699 yeah and it would always be the same 309 00:17:25,279 --> 00:17:23,189 questions but in a different format and 310 00:17:30,620 --> 00:17:25,289 I will dance it would talk to me 311 00:17:36,700 --> 00:17:30,630 telepathically I would answer her 312 00:17:39,919 --> 00:17:36,710 telepathically and per normal cuts and 313 00:17:42,740 --> 00:17:39,929 to me that were normal even when I've 314 00:17:47,180 --> 00:17:42,750 spoke telepathically it was normal for 315 00:17:49,190 --> 00:17:47,190 me it over and but I missed 316 00:17:52,880 --> 00:17:49,200 well my moments seen this you know a 317 00:17:54,380 --> 00:17:52,890 moment well at that age I want sure with 318 00:17:57,110 --> 00:17:54,390 a minimum would say that you don't think 319 00:18:02,210 --> 00:17:57,120 like that but I got older I thought I've 320 00:18:05,510 --> 00:18:02,220 got to find out about this bird and used 321 00:18:08,690 --> 00:18:05,520 to call it Inca yeah right this is where 322 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:08,700 know I was with you and your mom and 323 00:18:15,890 --> 00:18:12,930 your mom said it's time I discussed it 324 00:18:20,690 --> 00:18:15,900 because I said to you didn't I've got to 325 00:18:22,220 --> 00:18:20,700 ask my mom about this bird remember do 326 00:18:24,470 --> 00:18:22,230 you remember that bird that you used to 327 00:18:25,340 --> 00:18:24,480 talk to she actually volunteer this 328 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:25,350 information 329 00:18:30,950 --> 00:18:28,770 yeah you said yeah did so you started 330 00:18:34,580 --> 00:18:30,960 talking to her about you told her about 331 00:18:37,910 --> 00:18:34,590 it I didn't talk to Inca that's right 332 00:18:40,370 --> 00:18:37,920 she said you called Inca yeah I'm there 333 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:40,380 and I witnessed this and then when I got 334 00:18:45,260 --> 00:18:42,810 home I get onto Google and I'm looking 335 00:18:47,360 --> 00:18:45,270 up inker thinking what was this and it's 336 00:18:51,530 --> 00:18:47,370 actually the name of a type of black 337 00:18:53,780 --> 00:18:51,540 bird that yeah yeah a moment that's 338 00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:53,790 annoying fisting that type of thing at 339 00:18:57,200 --> 00:18:54,110 all 340 00:18:59,510 --> 00:18:57,210 so the year witnesses there it's clear 341 00:19:02,030 --> 00:18:59,520 is there and she loosed her and then his 342 00:19:05,690 --> 00:19:02,040 name inker and I totally forgot about 343 00:19:09,200 --> 00:19:05,700 that it was my mom that said you called 344 00:19:15,980 --> 00:19:09,210 the Inca and I'm like what astonished 345 00:19:18,560 --> 00:19:15,990 you know you know that you know I'm like 346 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:18,570 whoa because you said that you were 347 00:19:23,450 --> 00:19:21,450 going to ask her and you didn't even ask 348 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:23,460 her she just started talking about it 349 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:25,890 that was the weird thing but yeah I said 350 00:19:35,750 --> 00:19:28,410 that and then we found out that Inca is 351 00:19:38,890 --> 00:19:35,760 actually type of that bird yeah that 352 00:19:45,250 --> 00:19:38,900 reminds me of this weekend just gone 353 00:19:48,680 --> 00:19:45,260 yeah because I was giving a talk 354 00:19:50,990 --> 00:19:48,690 probably in Blackpool and I was talking 355 00:19:54,710 --> 00:19:51,000 about you for the last 10 minutes yeah 356 00:19:58,340 --> 00:19:54,720 yeah granddaughter mention something 357 00:20:00,490 --> 00:19:58,350 about aliens the time I was talking 358 00:20:02,320 --> 00:20:00,500 about you and we could yeah 359 00:20:04,030 --> 00:20:02,330 prove it yes my talk was at that time 360 00:20:08,410 --> 00:20:04,040 and when you actually posted that on 361 00:20:10,060 --> 00:20:08,420 Facebook yeah that was just bizarre but 362 00:20:12,190 --> 00:20:10,070 I didn't know you was talking at the 363 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:12,200 time obviously you know I met Oliver 364 00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:14,450 here in Bradford women grando 365 00:20:17,620 --> 00:20:16,850 she's playing Apple Inc on minding her 366 00:20:19,930 --> 00:20:17,630 own business 367 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:19,940 you know I know for presenter with these 368 00:20:34,930 --> 00:20:27,770 sort of paranoid puru puru normal that's 369 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:34,940 what I wrote on Facebook but you know 370 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:36,290 she sucked that playing with the ties 371 00:20:41,980 --> 00:20:40,610 and I've no influence like that I don't 372 00:20:56,470 --> 00:20:41,990 present it with that sort of thing 373 00:20:59,110 --> 00:20:56,480 whatsoever it's all about tangled in the 374 00:21:00,910 --> 00:20:59,120 Laker paces anyway so she's playing with 375 00:21:04,330 --> 00:21:00,920 this actually she's you know playing 376 00:21:07,810 --> 00:21:04,340 with a cat and stuff like that you know 377 00:21:11,530 --> 00:21:07,820 from tangled and she just looks up at me 378 00:21:13,030 --> 00:21:11,540 she says no ma oh yeah yeah I can't 379 00:21:14,920 --> 00:21:13,040 remember exact wording now but I'd 380 00:21:15,730 --> 00:21:14,930 written it down on Facebook exactly how 381 00:21:17,680 --> 00:21:15,740 she said it 382 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:17,690 and I kind of looked away yeah I thought 383 00:21:22,750 --> 00:21:20,090 she's gonna watch for some sweets or 384 00:21:25,450 --> 00:21:22,760 something you know name get me drink get 385 00:21:28,690 --> 00:21:25,460 me this you know can have some anyway so 386 00:21:33,100 --> 00:21:28,700 we're and I looked out yes Lola like 387 00:21:38,860 --> 00:21:33,110 that and she says big do you smoke about 388 00:21:49,500 --> 00:21:38,870 to Gilman says vehicle aliens that say 389 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:49,510 yeah and I did that mean space humans 390 00:21:56,280 --> 00:21:53,090 yeah and then she just care I didn't I 391 00:22:01,690 --> 00:21:56,290 didn't answer her because I were like oh 392 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:01,700 boy it would like I want surprised that 393 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:09,050 she'd said to either you know I won't 394 00:22:14,290 --> 00:22:11,840 surprise that she'd said it but why say 395 00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:14,300 she's playing with rapunzel ties in 396 00:22:20,049 --> 00:22:16,610 and there were no influence there for it 397 00:22:22,210 --> 00:22:20,059 to think anything right and I just kept 398 00:22:23,980 --> 00:22:22,220 quiet I didn't say I kind of looked and 399 00:22:24,580 --> 00:22:23,990 she just turned away it carried on 400 00:22:27,370 --> 00:22:24,590 playing 401 00:22:32,890 --> 00:22:27,380 she wasn't even bothered by an answer 402 00:22:37,299 --> 00:22:32,900 you know at the time I was on stage and 403 00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:37,309 for the last 10 minutes or so I was 404 00:22:42,940 --> 00:22:40,760 talking about you yes what we've been 405 00:22:44,650 --> 00:22:42,950 through who and you know what I'd been 406 00:22:47,350 --> 00:22:44,660 through and then that you gone and it 407 00:22:52,060 --> 00:22:47,360 had happened to you as well yeah that 408 00:22:54,310 --> 00:22:52,070 when when I was up there that's when you 409 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:54,320 put that stats on Facebook I believe it 410 00:22:58,000 --> 00:22:56,450 and I've been talking about this kind of 411 00:23:02,530 --> 00:22:58,010 thing you know 412 00:23:04,590 --> 00:23:02,540 in my talk and there was evidence right 413 00:23:08,049 --> 00:23:04,600 there right there 414 00:23:09,610 --> 00:23:08,059 what was really mad as well as I've been 415 00:23:12,460 --> 00:23:09,620 talking to this other lady who's that 416 00:23:13,750 --> 00:23:12,470 experiences and she kind of lives in the 417 00:23:16,930 --> 00:23:13,760 area but she didn't know that the 418 00:23:18,549 --> 00:23:16,940 conference was on and the day before the 419 00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:18,559 conference she'd been quite depressed 420 00:23:22,810 --> 00:23:20,690 and down and like I need a sign you need 421 00:23:26,799 --> 00:23:22,820 to give me a sign I'm losing faith in 422 00:23:28,930 --> 00:23:26,809 life in general you know and so the next 423 00:23:32,250 --> 00:23:28,940 day she's kind of gone out and she just 424 00:23:35,110 --> 00:23:32,260 popped into the dissenter where I was 425 00:23:37,090 --> 00:23:35,120 she used the loo and as she's washing 426 00:23:39,730 --> 00:23:37,100 their hands I come out the toilet and I 427 00:23:41,049 --> 00:23:39,740 just like oh well oh and I thought she 428 00:23:42,549 --> 00:23:41,059 was there for the conference and she 429 00:23:45,610 --> 00:23:42,559 wants you just not nipped in to use a 430 00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:45,620 toilet oh I've been waiting for a sign I 431 00:24:03,210 --> 00:23:46,570 went tada 432 00:24:03,220 --> 00:24:07,300 [Laughter] 433 00:24:07,310 --> 00:24:12,120 [Music] 434 00:24:23,409 --> 00:24:19,960 elephant muted have to be something 435 00:24:24,740 --> 00:24:23,419 absolutely ridiculous like rhinoceros 436 00:24:35,460 --> 00:24:24,750 mutilation 437 00:24:49,470 --> 00:24:43,370 we don't stop really doing right no so 438 00:24:55,350 --> 00:24:49,480 where did we go from that one oh I'm 439 00:24:59,390 --> 00:24:55,360 just like I thought you got in the 440 00:25:03,290 --> 00:24:59,400 bathroom I thought oh no that's a toilet 441 00:25:08,060 --> 00:25:03,300 well you know I'm like women cats crazy 442 00:25:25,500 --> 00:25:18,570 I couldn't afford 9 4 enter 5 enter far 443 00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:25,510 and it's like come on girl right let's 444 00:25:50,250 --> 00:25:34,630 talk about when we went to an Andrew's 445 00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:50,260 house because I actually right when I 446 00:25:59,040 --> 00:25:55,210 went to Ann's in 2007 2006 I've seen 447 00:26:00,930 --> 00:25:59,050 Jason speak and I saw these like shadowy 448 00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:00,940 figures I thought it was seen in our era 449 00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:02,530 B's but then I realized that this thing 450 00:26:06,150 --> 00:26:03,850 was standing behind him and he won't 451 00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:06,160 around him anymore ha the following year 452 00:26:15,120 --> 00:26:09,970 I saw the in the flesh a large reptilian 453 00:26:19,410 --> 00:26:15,130 little girl thing monster grinning with 454 00:26:21,360 --> 00:26:19,420 her I don't even know what that was when 455 00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:21,370 I spoke to Mary Rodwell she said that 456 00:26:25,830 --> 00:26:24,250 Jason had seen this girl and when she 457 00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:25,840 smiled she had like these ferocious 458 00:26:35,010 --> 00:26:29,970 teeth and I said I've seen a golden eyes 459 00:26:37,350 --> 00:26:35,020 crazy stuff and when I was there there 460 00:26:38,870 --> 00:26:37,360 were a few people there Paola Harris was 461 00:26:42,290 --> 00:26:38,880 talking 462 00:26:45,290 --> 00:26:42,300 Mike Oran was there with his lady Fran 463 00:26:47,630 --> 00:26:45,300 and a couple called James and Lynn but 464 00:26:57,920 --> 00:26:47,640 they didn't stay there they left there 465 00:27:01,060 --> 00:26:57,930 was Jim some Linda wants that so I went 466 00:27:06,020 --> 00:27:01,070 to bed and then I had an abduction with 467 00:27:07,030 --> 00:27:06,030 which was awful like in a dentist's 468 00:27:10,310 --> 00:27:07,040 chair 469 00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:10,320 hooked up to some stuff you know some 470 00:27:15,380 --> 00:27:13,050 machinery graphs being employed all 471 00:27:16,850 --> 00:27:15,390 kinds of weird horrible really really 472 00:27:19,790 --> 00:27:16,860 horrific are really really frightening 473 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:19,800 and I was drugged because my arm looks 474 00:27:24,980 --> 00:27:22,770 about 20 feet long and I was trying to 475 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:24,990 sort of stand up and shout for help at 476 00:27:30,140 --> 00:27:28,170 the same time but I can do both side so 477 00:27:33,230 --> 00:27:30,150 just thought concentrate on shouting so 478 00:27:35,120 --> 00:27:33,240 I shouted mm everything went off again 479 00:27:37,850 --> 00:27:35,130 switched off again you know that when he 480 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:37,860 fallen when you've gone when you when 481 00:27:47,660 --> 00:27:42,170 they've switched you off or whatever 482 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:47,670 yeah well this was drugs I think then 483 00:27:54,230 --> 00:27:52,290 the next day I woke up I was a new it 484 00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:54,240 had happened there was no like memory 485 00:27:58,640 --> 00:27:56,730 block or anything hmm 486 00:27:59,780 --> 00:27:58,650 at least Taylor was there as well that 487 00:28:01,490 --> 00:27:59,790 was right and he came out of the 488 00:28:03,260 --> 00:28:01,500 bathroom and I did somebody got at the 489 00:28:05,060 --> 00:28:03,270 toilet and I thought I can't stay in 490 00:28:08,570 --> 00:28:05,070 this room by myself with all this going 491 00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:08,580 on in my head - you know like panic a 492 00:28:14,810 --> 00:28:11,700 bit and so I hit the bathroom door opens 493 00:28:16,730 --> 00:28:14,820 I just hope the dog like because the 494 00:28:19,250 --> 00:28:16,740 door was shut and that don't even shut 495 00:28:20,930 --> 00:28:19,260 properly shut and I had bright red hair 496 00:28:23,930 --> 00:28:20,940 at the time as well and I think I 497 00:28:37,550 --> 00:28:23,940 probably looked like some sort of insane 498 00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:37,560 Sasquatch in Bungie talking talking 499 00:28:42,290 --> 00:28:40,770 talking and he was talking about these 500 00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:42,300 black dogs and I remembered a little 501 00:28:47,380 --> 00:28:45,170 black dog so Jim and 502 00:28:50,020 --> 00:28:47,390 and he said it was chewing on his 503 00:28:53,890 --> 00:28:50,030 humping it was a big black dog and then 504 00:28:55,570 --> 00:28:53,900 so like didn't have anything to do with 505 00:28:57,250 --> 00:28:55,580 anybody or anything after that I was 506 00:28:59,950 --> 00:28:57,260 totally demented just running around the 507 00:29:01,900 --> 00:28:59,960 internet chant like express myself 508 00:29:04,120 --> 00:29:01,910 trying to find a way to talk about this 509 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:04,130 stuff because yeah you know I was always 510 00:29:08,020 --> 00:29:06,290 angry oh my god but you don't understand 511 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:08,030 and you're a liar why am I talking to 512 00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:09,530 you you're a liar and I say it's other 513 00:29:16,300 --> 00:29:15,170 faces and they don't like it like you 514 00:29:19,270 --> 00:29:16,310 don't even know what I'm talking about 515 00:29:21,850 --> 00:29:19,280 and you should and all these people that 516 00:29:23,050 --> 00:29:21,860 of doing all these stuff really doing 517 00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:23,060 nothing because there's nothing there 518 00:29:28,540 --> 00:29:25,730 there's nothing to accessors nothing you 519 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:28,550 know tangible I cut you know I've had an 520 00:29:32,380 --> 00:29:30,770 experience oh well we've got this person 521 00:29:35,350 --> 00:29:32,390 will do a blood test they'll take hair 522 00:29:38,140 --> 00:29:35,360 samples clothes fibers blow do a 523 00:29:40,660 --> 00:29:38,150 forensic thing because whatever you are 524 00:29:42,550 --> 00:29:40,670 touched will leave a trace well even if 525 00:29:44,530 --> 00:29:42,560 it's some sort of chemical that's been 526 00:29:46,210 --> 00:29:44,540 spread on his to remove the trace 527 00:29:48,340 --> 00:29:46,220 there's the chemical that we wouldn't 528 00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:48,350 yeah contacts with there be something in 529 00:29:53,620 --> 00:29:51,410 our blood to be something something the 530 00:29:56,020 --> 00:29:53,630 trevor was me is the only person I know 531 00:29:58,390 --> 00:29:56,030 that is come up with anything sensible 532 00:30:00,730 --> 00:29:58,400 like that you know a suggestion that 533 00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:00,740 just nobody ever paid attention to it 534 00:30:07,180 --> 00:30:04,610 you know yeah so like people say well 535 00:30:09,070 --> 00:30:07,190 I'm using the scientific method what's 536 00:30:10,930 --> 00:30:09,080 that then 537 00:30:12,550 --> 00:30:10,940 well I'm just going to be as near to 538 00:30:16,630 --> 00:30:12,560 science as I can so there isn't an 539 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:16,640 actual science method then you you say 540 00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:19,010 in it so that you you know you want 541 00:30:22,900 --> 00:30:20,810 people to take you seriously and stun 542 00:30:25,420 --> 00:30:22,910 that but then when people say what's the 543 00:30:31,870 --> 00:30:25,430 scientific method you have to have one 544 00:30:35,170 --> 00:30:31,880 no so so none of that ever happens then 545 00:30:37,030 --> 00:30:35,180 I'm at home right after this is like 546 00:30:39,130 --> 00:30:37,040 seven years later or whatever I'm at 547 00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:39,140 home and I've got Jason in my head 548 00:30:44,650 --> 00:30:41,330 really badly and this is the son an 549 00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:44,660 abductee of he was house where we were 550 00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:48,530 staying at yeah and I was bothering me 551 00:30:55,030 --> 00:30:52,970 bothering me bothering me was this the 552 00:30:58,640 --> 00:30:55,040 time that your room million said that 553 00:31:00,890 --> 00:30:58,650 we're going down to our nuts yeah yeah 554 00:31:02,840 --> 00:31:00,900 I got in touch through Jason's wife and 555 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:02,850 I said I've really really got to see him 556 00:31:07,490 --> 00:31:05,130 I'm not even gonna take no for an answer 557 00:31:09,520 --> 00:31:07,500 but I will wait a little while I know 558 00:31:12,550 --> 00:31:09,530 he's not well I know something's wrong 559 00:31:16,550 --> 00:31:12,560 because I can't get him out on the edge 560 00:31:18,020 --> 00:31:16,560 and and then it went on and on I didn't 561 00:31:19,820 --> 00:31:18,030 hear anything back and I thought well I 562 00:31:21,890 --> 00:31:19,830 know that you don't like to be involved 563 00:31:24,710 --> 00:31:21,900 in this anymore because he's up death 564 00:31:27,230 --> 00:31:24,720 threats as well and you know like he 565 00:31:30,290 --> 00:31:27,240 said sputtered like because it happens 566 00:31:32,090 --> 00:31:30,300 to us it leaves its mark he might and to 567 00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:32,100 be sort of up here with it but you never 568 00:31:38,180 --> 00:31:34,290 are okay with it never okay you just 569 00:31:41,990 --> 00:31:38,190 learn to cope with right and then I get 570 00:31:43,790 --> 00:31:42,000 this help the boy what why's that come 571 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:43,800 from was my brain doing this you know I 572 00:31:49,280 --> 00:31:45,810 mean then he needs to spend time with 573 00:31:51,350 --> 00:31:49,290 humans and I thinking I am a crazy 574 00:31:53,810 --> 00:31:51,360 person and then I'm right after girl 575 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:53,820 fall back on no I'm not crazy person 576 00:31:57,440 --> 00:31:55,410 because I've been to all the doctors and 577 00:32:01,670 --> 00:31:57,450 they I can't convince anyone that I'm a 578 00:32:04,190 --> 00:32:01,680 crazy person so I go to the sky right 579 00:32:06,320 --> 00:32:04,200 well I can't do anything you better make 580 00:32:08,060 --> 00:32:06,330 something happen so that this all 581 00:32:10,340 --> 00:32:08,070 happens and then whatever needs to 582 00:32:14,180 --> 00:32:10,350 happen will happen well it well I'm not 583 00:32:16,250 --> 00:32:14,190 ringing up and saying hi Ann must I've 584 00:32:20,330 --> 00:32:16,260 said it you're out it ruined my life 585 00:32:22,700 --> 00:32:20,340 you know and all this Blair has happened 586 00:32:25,190 --> 00:32:22,710 since and you know it all started there 587 00:32:28,310 --> 00:32:25,200 you know I just thought I had to do that 588 00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:28,320 know few weeks later she got in touch 589 00:32:33,860 --> 00:32:31,770 with me but before before she got in 590 00:32:35,870 --> 00:32:33,870 touch me had a word with Jamie bazolar 591 00:32:38,690 --> 00:32:35,880 was a mutual friend of mine and Jason's 592 00:32:40,310 --> 00:32:38,700 I said Jamie can you get in touch of 593 00:32:42,950 --> 00:32:40,320 them because you know him as well and 594 00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:42,960 see if he's okay and see what's going on 595 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:45,930 because I just feel so desperate about 596 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:47,610 this I feel like I should just get in my 597 00:32:55,070 --> 00:32:51,570 car and drive there yeah you know I feel 598 00:32:57,980 --> 00:32:55,080 that it's so massive inside me is this 599 00:33:01,010 --> 00:32:57,990 feeling and then three weeks later and 600 00:33:03,590 --> 00:33:01,020 got in touch and then I went to see him 601 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:03,600 and I saw Ellis and he went well and 602 00:33:08,660 --> 00:33:06,810 then let's come back to leads and then 603 00:33:11,180 --> 00:33:08,670 the second time I said come on we'll go 604 00:33:12,470 --> 00:33:11,190 down I want to take you with me because 605 00:33:16,700 --> 00:33:12,480 he needs people 606 00:33:17,299 --> 00:33:16,710 like us to get him you know back where 607 00:33:20,090 --> 00:33:17,309 he should be 608 00:33:23,270 --> 00:33:20,100 yeah should be doing that before people 609 00:33:27,890 --> 00:33:23,280 chest him off which happens to all of us 610 00:33:28,730 --> 00:33:27,900 to try to chase us off yes we went 611 00:33:37,430 --> 00:33:28,740 together don't they 612 00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:37,440 yeah we did Oh JA me Little J I am there 613 00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:39,090 must be some level of crazy going on 614 00:33:46,940 --> 00:33:40,890 well the must be because you would tell 615 00:33:50,810 --> 00:33:46,950 me about that engine and you better be 616 00:33:52,909 --> 00:33:50,820 sure you baby yeah you know and I'm the 617 00:33:55,909 --> 00:33:52,919 one that said well it will happen to me 618 00:34:10,879 --> 00:33:55,919 whatever happens it will happen to me Oh 619 00:34:13,070 --> 00:34:10,889 was I wrong one of the worst yeah and I 620 00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:13,080 don't even know what went on at one 621 00:34:22,669 --> 00:34:20,850 night because women four nights was the 622 00:34:25,359 --> 00:34:22,679 one that I got taken from the window was 623 00:34:25,369 --> 00:34:37,060 downstairs right yes the o maryam/mary 624 00:34:56,899 --> 00:34:54,830 Jameson that's it yeah yes you all I 625 00:34:59,720 --> 00:34:56,909 remember is this fair because it's the 626 00:35:05,180 --> 00:34:59,730 most one that sticks in my memory that 627 00:35:07,820 --> 00:35:05,190 you something really weird in the room 628 00:35:08,990 --> 00:35:07,830 yeah I went to the toilet and when I 629 00:35:12,170 --> 00:35:09,000 came downstairs 630 00:35:15,020 --> 00:35:12,180 I felt I don't think I should be here 631 00:35:17,030 --> 00:35:15,030 and I'm gonna slowly walk through the 632 00:35:18,650 --> 00:35:17,040 room and I'm sort of in the middle of 633 00:35:20,450 --> 00:35:18,660 the room and I remember putting my hand 634 00:35:24,380 --> 00:35:20,460 on my chin and looking at everybody 635 00:35:26,910 --> 00:35:24,390 ya know and I thought no I don't like 636 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:26,920 this and I went 637 00:35:34,349 --> 00:35:29,410 and I went I got straight to bed in the 638 00:35:36,779 --> 00:35:34,359 dark in the house are you kidding me in 639 00:35:39,690 --> 00:35:36,789 the dark right and I just got I just got 640 00:35:46,319 --> 00:35:39,700 into bed and I just shot down yeah and 641 00:35:49,470 --> 00:35:46,329 then from there I was with them and the 642 00:35:52,770 --> 00:35:49,480 only chair that was available was like 643 00:35:57,210 --> 00:35:52,780 in the corner of the room and it was one 644 00:36:05,760 --> 00:35:57,220 of them leather like and what the color 645 00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:05,770 leather high back with I cannot fit 646 00:36:21,539 --> 00:36:17,839 anyway I think it would green there 647 00:36:25,620 --> 00:36:21,549 anyway so that were available was this 648 00:36:29,370 --> 00:36:25,630 chair and I just I just sat down and it 649 00:36:34,410 --> 00:36:29,380 was like I could see kind of as soon as 650 00:36:36,990 --> 00:36:34,420 I sat down I felt a bit weird it's not 651 00:36:42,569 --> 00:36:37,000 weird I can describe either it were a 652 00:36:45,660 --> 00:36:42,579 bit I can't explain it just want a 653 00:36:47,279 --> 00:36:45,670 normal weird you know what I mean and 654 00:36:49,019 --> 00:36:47,289 they were like it would just I 655 00:36:51,150 --> 00:36:49,029 understood yeah anywhere right so I 656 00:36:53,549 --> 00:36:51,160 could see them and never like this 657 00:36:58,140 --> 00:36:53,559 weirdness we're getting stronger this 658 00:37:00,900 --> 00:36:58,150 slight feeling and I could see them all 659 00:37:03,299 --> 00:37:00,910 of them looking at me you know were like 660 00:37:07,500 --> 00:37:03,309 what what's she doing and one do we know 661 00:37:10,140 --> 00:37:07,510 I would just be sat back and I was 662 00:37:13,109 --> 00:37:10,150 thinking what the hell looking at me for 663 00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:13,119 you know and like I said that it was 664 00:37:19,769 --> 00:37:15,490 just a weird atmosphere it was they 665 00:37:24,390 --> 00:37:19,779 weren't right so I didn't know the full 666 00:37:27,029 --> 00:37:24,400 extent of all this you know previous 667 00:37:31,019 --> 00:37:27,039 things that had happened did daya I knew 668 00:37:36,900 --> 00:37:31,029 about you and Elliott that anything else 669 00:37:40,359 --> 00:37:36,910 about anything and when I first met you 670 00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:40,369 you didn't even know Nick Park was 671 00:37:47,499 --> 00:37:44,720 yeah didn't know anyone and he said yeah 672 00:37:57,460 --> 00:37:47,509 do you know son son yeah I'm not no no 673 00:38:02,920 --> 00:37:57,470 no yeah well it's clean in it mere 674 00:38:04,450 --> 00:38:02,930 memories so anyway what is it son sat 675 00:38:06,460 --> 00:38:04,460 down and getting all this like weird 676 00:38:12,190 --> 00:38:06,470 feeling it's like an energy feeling 677 00:38:16,109 --> 00:38:12,200 that's getting stronger it's like a 678 00:38:18,609 --> 00:38:16,119 staticky yeah feeling through me all day 679 00:38:19,839 --> 00:38:18,619 anyway so there carries on you know 680 00:38:21,460 --> 00:38:19,849 they're looking at me like what's she 681 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:21,470 doing well I'm just starting this chair 682 00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:22,970 doing nothing but they didn't question 683 00:38:31,599 --> 00:38:23,779 it 684 00:38:33,549 --> 00:38:31,609 a moment of madness so anyway there 685 00:38:37,930 --> 00:38:33,559 carries on talking and I'm sat in this 686 00:38:39,370 --> 00:38:37,940 chair really straight back and I've got 687 00:38:42,009 --> 00:38:39,380 this like thinking we're a little 688 00:38:44,979 --> 00:38:42,019 cushion behind me I'm not so sure I 689 00:38:47,109 --> 00:38:44,989 don't know Oh Matt have been a mechanic 690 00:38:53,950 --> 00:38:47,119 and I put there it was somewhat behind 691 00:38:56,289 --> 00:38:53,960 me and and I felt this like someone 692 00:38:59,799 --> 00:38:56,299 pushing me while we're back like really 693 00:39:01,180 --> 00:38:59,809 pushing me lower back right as if I were 694 00:39:06,099 --> 00:39:01,190 gonna they're going to push me out this 695 00:39:08,170 --> 00:39:06,109 chair in a minute you know this is weird 696 00:39:11,289 --> 00:39:08,180 well I'm looking at I'm thinking looking 697 00:39:15,519 --> 00:39:11,299 at all then sat there and I'm looking 698 00:39:18,609 --> 00:39:15,529 thinking do they know what's going on 699 00:39:21,549 --> 00:39:18,619 with me right now because the kinda kept 700 00:39:23,380 --> 00:39:21,559 looking at me and talking but what they 701 00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:23,390 were talking about I've no idea it 702 00:39:27,489 --> 00:39:26,450 worked like with this static feeling 703 00:39:30,099 --> 00:39:27,499 going through my body 704 00:39:34,269 --> 00:39:30,109 it would just jumbled up what they were 705 00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:34,279 saying so it would just it just getting 706 00:39:37,599 --> 00:39:36,170 scrambled as it were going in the ego 707 00:39:40,930 --> 00:39:37,609 Society I got a clue what they were 708 00:39:44,140 --> 00:39:40,940 talking about and this feelings getting 709 00:39:49,859 --> 00:39:44,150 stronger than this pushing marchin right 710 00:40:01,489 --> 00:39:52,890 like over there balloons 711 00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:01,499 you know like grow in yeah yeah and then 712 00:40:07,319 --> 00:40:05,890 it will like it musta really hit me in 713 00:40:09,539 --> 00:40:07,329 the back at this point because I 714 00:40:12,989 --> 00:40:09,549 remember the feeling but I got described 715 00:40:15,900 --> 00:40:12,999 and in the length or would like 716 00:40:19,529 --> 00:40:15,910 something whacked me and I'd gone 717 00:40:22,079 --> 00:40:19,539 forward slightly and come back up and I 718 00:40:26,670 --> 00:40:22,089 looked at what his name is it James 719 00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:26,680 James yeah directly aim and he says 720 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:31,210 light through and I'm thinking like what 721 00:40:37,170 --> 00:40:34,150 through a clue what he's on the back I 722 00:40:39,839 --> 00:40:37,180 had no idea about reptilians align you 723 00:40:44,489 --> 00:40:39,849 with the gray that's all I know 724 00:40:47,190 --> 00:40:44,499 because that's all I'd saying and it's 725 00:40:50,730 --> 00:40:47,200 like you know it's saying let it go and 726 00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:50,740 I'm like girl you're not me it's just 727 00:40:57,420 --> 00:40:53,410 like come through and I'm going no no 728 00:40:58,380 --> 00:40:57,430 I'm scared I don't want to and even 729 00:40:59,849 --> 00:40:58,390 though I didn't know what I was letting 730 00:41:01,589 --> 00:40:59,859 through and you it was so much that 731 00:41:04,380 --> 00:41:01,599 we're trying to get through so wouldn't 732 00:41:07,489 --> 00:41:04,390 wouldn't have some insane don't let it 733 00:41:09,870 --> 00:41:07,499 through he's sane like through when yet 734 00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:09,880 I'm not supposed to know what I'm 735 00:41:15,839 --> 00:41:11,890 letting throw because I got flu about 736 00:41:18,539 --> 00:41:15,849 this situation it's a panic I felt a 737 00:41:23,190 --> 00:41:18,549 panic as well I was like I don't like 738 00:41:26,220 --> 00:41:23,200 this it's like yeah yeah did like me and 739 00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:26,230 I went I can't I can't physically old 740 00:41:33,690 --> 00:41:29,650 this back any longer and all I remember 741 00:41:36,059 --> 00:41:33,700 they saw my it push and like a release 742 00:41:39,329 --> 00:41:36,069 come out and made out there it was like 743 00:41:46,140 --> 00:41:39,339 an energy just weird out with me about 744 00:41:52,259 --> 00:41:46,150 there and I remember haha all I saw were 745 00:41:59,549 --> 00:41:52,269 these pair of long fake I won't say like 746 00:42:03,840 --> 00:41:59,559 say it was like solid muscular top half 747 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:07,810 so bearing in mind and sat down so what 748 00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:11,330 I'm seeing is this bomb above my head 749 00:42:19,710 --> 00:42:14,930 level the top half of their legs on me I 750 00:42:21,220 --> 00:42:19,720 level and then say the knees just below 751 00:42:25,060 --> 00:42:21,230 know what I mean 752 00:42:27,910 --> 00:42:25,070 but I'm kind of look at means I was I 753 00:42:31,780 --> 00:42:27,920 was in the bed right above yeah well the 754 00:42:35,290 --> 00:42:31,790 thing is I kind of look down but I can't 755 00:42:40,380 --> 00:42:35,300 get the feet I couldn't see the feet 756 00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:40,390 because of like in in mind if you mean 757 00:42:46,570 --> 00:42:43,370 this thing still partly my body because 758 00:42:49,810 --> 00:42:46,580 my legs are like sticking out so this 759 00:42:50,560 --> 00:42:49,820 these legs like a few inches from my 760 00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:50,570 face 761 00:42:56,260 --> 00:42:53,450 so while I'm sat down these as I'm 762 00:43:00,940 --> 00:42:56,270 looking down these things like mingled 763 00:43:03,460 --> 00:43:00,950 in my body you know but yeah the top end 764 00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:03,470 because I'm sat back that's happened 765 00:43:08,860 --> 00:43:07,250 these upgrades out of me buddy and I'm 766 00:43:12,460 --> 00:43:08,870 kind of looking at it and I kind of 767 00:43:15,910 --> 00:43:12,470 slowly looking at it oh you know some of 768 00:43:20,260 --> 00:43:15,920 it extend me neck right back and it's 769 00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:20,270 and it looks great but not a gray is a 770 00:43:38,950 --> 00:43:36,050 gray blue way she Brown 18g it depends 771 00:43:40,720 --> 00:43:38,960 what light it moves exactly it was like 772 00:43:43,510 --> 00:43:40,730 when I saw it it kind of looks blue and 773 00:43:46,510 --> 00:43:43,520 pink and purple yeah like like when you 774 00:43:50,620 --> 00:43:46,520 know like are you lee fishin you get 775 00:43:54,490 --> 00:43:50,630 that what color is a you-know-what Mary 776 00:43:58,570 --> 00:43:54,500 the skin oily face and it's like they 777 00:44:01,300 --> 00:43:58,580 were like that but it wouldn't it look 778 00:44:04,440 --> 00:44:01,310 like made of plasticine aslam it won't 779 00:44:09,010 --> 00:44:04,450 scale your anything it will oh like 780 00:44:12,910 --> 00:44:09,020 plasticine me like like shame that you 781 00:44:15,450 --> 00:44:12,920 get you know but this I'm looking up 782 00:44:19,040 --> 00:44:15,460 anyway I'll crack on with this cuz 783 00:44:22,950 --> 00:44:19,050 as I'm looking up and it was that tall 784 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:22,960 even though their front room wasn't that 785 00:44:32,010 --> 00:44:26,010 tall that the ceiling wasn't that tall 786 00:44:36,720 --> 00:44:32,020 this thing shoulders should have touched 787 00:44:39,120 --> 00:44:36,730 that ceiling but it should have gone 788 00:44:41,420 --> 00:44:39,130 beyond that ceiling so basically it 789 00:44:46,500 --> 00:44:41,430 should have been in your bedroom 790 00:44:49,349 --> 00:44:46,510 shoulders in your bedroom but it bent 791 00:44:51,510 --> 00:44:49,359 down it had to bend down to about the 792 00:45:02,609 --> 00:44:51,520 ceiling even though it were partly 793 00:45:05,359 --> 00:45:02,619 mingled into the ceiling pictures of the 794 00:45:09,390 --> 00:45:05,369 energy form of it that I've seen yeah 795 00:45:12,900 --> 00:45:09,400 and that that came out of it looked like 796 00:45:18,859 --> 00:45:12,910 it came out Jason he seems to be around 797 00:45:21,809 --> 00:45:18,869 him and then it was behind him yeah and 798 00:45:24,240 --> 00:45:21,819 and it's bending 799 00:45:26,849 --> 00:45:24,250 side down it doesn't need to bend it 800 00:45:32,150 --> 00:45:26,859 down because it can go in and out of 801 00:45:36,390 --> 00:45:32,160 anything you know mainly what you do and 802 00:45:39,569 --> 00:45:36,400 it kind of stepped forward so it went 803 00:45:42,210 --> 00:45:39,579 totally don't have my legs you know I 804 00:45:45,539 --> 00:45:42,220 mean it were like no it's like step 805 00:45:49,589 --> 00:45:45,549 forward two paces even though step 806 00:45:55,349 --> 00:45:49,599 forward two paces it was like I didn't 807 00:46:03,270 --> 00:45:55,359 see the first day doing some what I'm 808 00:46:05,789 --> 00:46:03,280 saying it where I saw it standing by 809 00:46:09,900 --> 00:46:05,799 Jason when Jason was like about 12 feet 810 00:46:12,089 --> 00:46:09,910 away from me yeah an angle to my left it 811 00:46:14,520 --> 00:46:12,099 kind of like grew a tail or something 812 00:46:16,049 --> 00:46:14,530 outside of it but then a bit of it 813 00:46:18,809 --> 00:46:16,059 dropped off and it drops straight down 814 00:46:20,010 --> 00:46:18,819 and I watched it drop straight down but 815 00:46:27,430 --> 00:46:20,020 it landed at my feet 816 00:46:35,140 --> 00:46:31,050 just can't comprehend it but even me 817 00:46:37,420 --> 00:46:35,150 tellin ya nobody can see what I can see 818 00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:37,430 you know even though you've got a vague 819 00:46:42,730 --> 00:46:40,370 idea of what I can say it's only you 820 00:46:46,000 --> 00:46:42,740 that can naturally see it because it's 821 00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:46,010 through my eyes but so I miss these this 822 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:48,650 steps even though it took two steps I 823 00:46:57,490 --> 00:46:51,650 know it took two steps but it's mr. 824 00:46:59,440 --> 00:46:57,500 stead I've missed that step yeah so it 825 00:47:02,470 --> 00:46:59,450 all sounds very bizarre that's because 826 00:47:08,140 --> 00:47:02,480 it is and then it's looking number room 827 00:47:12,790 --> 00:47:08,150 and I said straight away for not I don't 828 00:47:15,250 --> 00:47:12,800 know why and I said it wants you and why 829 00:47:19,090 --> 00:47:15,260 would I say that for a start and now 830 00:47:23,620 --> 00:47:19,100 what denied want you um you know and she 831 00:47:25,990 --> 00:47:23,630 looked up I mean she looked straight up 832 00:47:28,180 --> 00:47:26,000 its face so she knew it were there 833 00:47:30,910 --> 00:47:28,190 because she's looking at the exact I 834 00:47:34,720 --> 00:47:30,920 looked at Ana well I'm definitely not 835 00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:34,730 seen this Kazan is right at it and the 836 00:47:42,250 --> 00:47:39,290 others are looking right at it and it's 837 00:47:46,350 --> 00:47:42,260 a city once she went and it raised its 838 00:47:50,260 --> 00:47:46,360 and it's got this long arm muscular and 839 00:47:52,540 --> 00:47:50,270 it raises its and puts it on shoulder 840 00:47:56,140 --> 00:47:52,550 and she says say something like get off 841 00:47:59,470 --> 00:47:56,150 don't touch me and now we were watching 842 00:48:01,870 --> 00:47:59,480 this you know it's not like I've just 843 00:48:03,820 --> 00:48:01,880 seen it I mean uncertified failure 844 00:48:07,140 --> 00:48:03,830 everyone over there I couldn't see 845 00:48:12,910 --> 00:48:07,150 what's happening but besides this I'm 846 00:48:21,700 --> 00:48:12,920 during this time this is gonna sound 847 00:48:26,620 --> 00:48:21,710 really stupid but and what I call my 848 00:48:28,540 --> 00:48:26,630 little grey he says it is the energy and 849 00:48:31,930 --> 00:48:28,550 annoying bit throw is energy and 850 00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:31,940 actually it does look different and is 851 00:48:37,630 --> 00:48:34,610 about five foot tall acecomm down the 852 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:37,640 stairs from where you went up and this 853 00:48:45,010 --> 00:48:41,210 carrot and a small is about 854 00:48:52,780 --> 00:48:45,020 between three now four foot tall and his 855 00:48:54,910 --> 00:48:52,790 is a tan color is very old it's got 856 00:48:57,849 --> 00:48:54,920 wrinkly skin whether that's wrinkles 857 00:49:01,299 --> 00:48:57,859 because he's old or wrinkles because 858 00:49:01,859 --> 00:49:01,309 that's the type of thing he used I don't 859 00:49:06,099 --> 00:49:01,869 know 860 00:49:11,890 --> 00:49:06,109 get your big grey your big black eye 861 00:49:14,319 --> 00:49:11,900 type almond [\h__\h] things and but they're 862 00:49:19,450 --> 00:49:14,329 not these eyes are the only ones that 863 00:49:24,250 --> 00:49:19,460 are like that can see through your type 864 00:49:26,740 --> 00:49:24,260 thing ease it like a doll you know like 865 00:49:30,250 --> 00:49:26,750 when cat's eyes and they get old and 866 00:49:33,339 --> 00:49:30,260 they get like a dually yes it's like 867 00:49:36,309 --> 00:49:33,349 that that the life come the life's going 868 00:49:37,870 --> 00:49:36,319 elephants Park it will like it's like 869 00:49:42,099 --> 00:49:37,880 his eyes like that 870 00:49:43,930 --> 00:49:42,109 and and it come up in his he walks down 871 00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:43,940 the stairs even though I can't see 872 00:49:48,309 --> 00:49:47,210 through that wall I can see her 873 00:49:51,940 --> 00:49:48,319 downstairs 874 00:49:55,720 --> 00:49:51,950 and he's carrying this gold alone so 875 00:49:58,960 --> 00:49:55,730 while this is happening what I think it 876 00:50:00,430 --> 00:49:58,970 were a reptilian with and so I don't 877 00:50:03,730 --> 00:50:00,440 know what's going on there now but he 878 00:50:05,559 --> 00:50:03,740 stood there and I'm telling him a girl 879 00:50:09,309 --> 00:50:05,569 when you're not having Jason and all 880 00:50:14,170 --> 00:50:09,319 this this one my little gray 881 00:50:16,510 --> 00:50:14,180 I call him Danny DeVito and and he is 882 00:50:19,930 --> 00:50:16,520 carrying this gold balloon and it comes 883 00:50:22,089 --> 00:50:19,940 towards man and he's old yams me but in 884 00:50:24,730 --> 00:50:22,099 a balloon is what we know a balloon it 885 00:50:27,339 --> 00:50:24,740 is gold but it's shimmery and it's I'd 886 00:50:30,309 --> 00:50:27,349 say it's an integer but it's in the 887 00:50:33,430 --> 00:50:30,319 disguise of the balloon it's got tiny 888 00:50:35,260 --> 00:50:33,440 sparks coming from it's beautiful and 889 00:50:37,539 --> 00:50:35,270 he's offering me yet because I know it's 890 00:50:40,180 --> 00:50:37,549 beautiful but I'm too scared to take 891 00:50:42,670 --> 00:50:40,190 this and I'm going no I don't want it 892 00:50:45,280 --> 00:50:42,680 and in me you know and he's saying it 893 00:50:48,250 --> 00:50:45,290 you know telepathically take it and I'm 894 00:50:52,990 --> 00:50:48,260 going no I don't want a you know take it 895 00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:53,000 where I don't want and I'm you that it's 896 00:51:11,410 --> 00:50:54,770 a 897 00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:11,420 though he's you know I'm one ticket off 898 00:51:16,170 --> 00:51:13,580 in money what it well and if I develop 899 00:51:20,980 --> 00:51:16,180 and it as the silver thread saying 900 00:51:23,350 --> 00:51:20,990 glowing silver threads yeah you know I 901 00:51:24,460 --> 00:51:23,360 know so I didn't need to take the 902 00:51:26,290 --> 00:51:24,470 balloon because I knew what we're 903 00:51:27,730 --> 00:51:26,300 already in that and you I remember 904 00:51:31,690 --> 00:51:27,740 you'll send I'm a well what do you think 905 00:51:32,500 --> 00:51:31,700 within it I said knowledge I don't know 906 00:51:35,140 --> 00:51:32,510 if you're in them 907 00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:35,150 I don't you every remember it's asking 908 00:51:39,940 --> 00:51:37,730 me well actually what is just totally 909 00:51:42,340 --> 00:51:39,950 blowing my mind at the moment that like 910 00:51:45,100 --> 00:51:42,350 a cut even I know I can't remember that 911 00:51:49,090 --> 00:51:45,110 bit but I remember after I'd seen that 912 00:51:52,150 --> 00:51:49,100 the energy farm of that when I got home 913 00:51:53,980 --> 00:51:52,160 that night and I felt like something I'd 914 00:51:56,320 --> 00:51:53,990 peeled the skin off the top of my head 915 00:51:58,540 --> 00:51:56,330 not painfully but it just felt like my 916 00:52:01,510 --> 00:51:58,550 was a costume and it was being pulled 917 00:52:02,950 --> 00:52:01,520 off my skull yeah I felt I felt a 918 00:52:04,570 --> 00:52:02,960 pressure going all the way through me 919 00:52:06,460 --> 00:52:04,580 you know like you're you know you were 920 00:52:08,440 --> 00:52:06,470 saying that that was coming through yeah 921 00:52:10,630 --> 00:52:08,450 yeah I'm feeling that pressure and that 922 00:52:12,820 --> 00:52:10,640 electricity I felt like go through the 923 00:52:14,980 --> 00:52:12,830 top of my head and it went all the way 924 00:52:16,180 --> 00:52:14,990 down my body but me feel sick that it 925 00:52:22,720 --> 00:52:16,190 made me feel like I was gonna 926 00:52:25,440 --> 00:52:22,730 I felt easy with my feet and then it 927 00:52:29,250 --> 00:52:25,450 felt like clear just totally free mhm 928 00:52:32,140 --> 00:52:29,260 but as that was happening it was like 929 00:52:34,360 --> 00:52:32,150 black what I could see was black but I 930 00:52:35,170 --> 00:52:34,370 could actually see someone's hands hold 931 00:52:37,630 --> 00:52:35,180 in mind 932 00:52:41,340 --> 00:52:37,640 mm-hmm all of it what I could see was 933 00:52:43,800 --> 00:52:41,350 made out of this Gold sparkly energy 934 00:52:46,570 --> 00:52:43,810 [Music] 935 00:52:53,290 --> 00:52:46,580 like in that bit in the matrix at the 936 00:52:56,800 --> 00:52:53,300 end yeah it was somebody was holding my 937 00:53:01,230 --> 00:52:56,810 hands and it was all just gold energy 938 00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:01,240 yeah in connection with mine mainly from 939 00:53:08,529 --> 00:53:05,690 and anyway so where would I get this go 940 00:53:09,819 --> 00:53:08,539 anywhere it goes you know I mean 941 00:53:12,309 --> 00:53:09,829 I'm your what we're in there didn't he 942 00:53:17,169 --> 00:53:12,319 or grab the balloon for its turn in any 943 00:53:21,849 --> 00:53:17,179 kind of killed a girl and it goes back 944 00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:21,859 upstairs I don't know anything more than 945 00:53:28,029 --> 00:53:25,249 that I don't recall going to bed 946 00:53:31,109 --> 00:53:28,039 I don't recall anything anything about 947 00:53:37,269 --> 00:53:31,119 that now was it the night after Dane 948 00:53:39,489 --> 00:53:37,279 that I I got second floor the window was 949 00:53:59,859 --> 00:53:39,499 that the night after yeah 950 00:54:03,099 --> 00:53:59,869 oh that night absolutely destroy I have 951 00:54:07,469 --> 00:54:03,109 never been that distraught in my life 952 00:54:09,880 --> 00:54:07,479 you know it would have a rific it was 953 00:54:12,400 --> 00:54:09,890 you know one of the must have really I'd 954 00:54:19,209 --> 00:54:12,410 said them the most Erik is horrific out 955 00:54:22,419 --> 00:54:19,219 of the everything's so I go into detail 956 00:54:26,979 --> 00:54:22,429 about that yeah right sir 957 00:54:30,819 --> 00:54:26,989 it was already in bed these now this I 958 00:54:34,179 --> 00:54:30,829 just don't remember actually going I bet 959 00:54:37,329 --> 00:54:34,189 I don't remember how I got to bait I 960 00:54:47,309 --> 00:54:37,339 don't remember anything about that in 961 00:54:53,229 --> 00:54:47,319 between bit from that reptilian gets 962 00:54:57,939 --> 00:54:53,239 insignificant rapid it's like we were 963 00:55:03,159 --> 00:54:57,949 lying on the bait and it would obviously 964 00:55:08,459 --> 00:55:03,169 double bed one yeah high side was the 965 00:55:11,259 --> 00:55:08,469 window one so it was at the right of me 966 00:55:13,059 --> 00:55:11,269 and sort of a bit of a gap at each side 967 00:55:15,729 --> 00:55:13,069 that we could walk down and there was 968 00:55:20,580 --> 00:55:15,739 suitcase is at bottom in a red wardrobe 969 00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:20,590 a red wall be when a red wall behind us 970 00:55:25,530 --> 00:55:24,730 yeah and it's like I'm still seeing bits 971 00:55:31,230 --> 00:55:25,540 of it now 972 00:55:34,230 --> 00:55:31,240 a little laid out and I just remember 973 00:55:38,820 --> 00:55:34,240 that you were sat on the bed just set up 974 00:55:43,710 --> 00:55:38,830 on the bed talking ma and I was leaning 975 00:55:46,920 --> 00:55:43,720 across the bed so my feet were kind of 976 00:55:49,500 --> 00:55:46,930 up in the air because I couldn't put 977 00:55:52,200 --> 00:55:49,510 them anywhere else of it only put my 978 00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:52,210 window source and that you know I were 979 00:55:57,180 --> 00:55:54,010 leaning on their belly across the bed 980 00:56:00,660 --> 00:55:57,190 and you know oh you're wiggling them and 981 00:56:02,580 --> 00:56:00,670 we're talking in that so I think I must 982 00:56:06,720 --> 00:56:02,590 have been at an angle because I remember 983 00:56:08,220 --> 00:56:06,730 looking at you in the face so I think my 984 00:56:09,720 --> 00:56:08,230 feet was somewhere near bottom that bed 985 00:56:11,760 --> 00:56:09,730 and they body was somewhere near it 986 00:56:14,970 --> 00:56:11,770 middle and were looking a bit so I've 987 00:56:17,940 --> 00:56:14,980 got me elbows on the bed and me hands me 988 00:56:20,730 --> 00:56:17,950 fearsome me hands and we're talking away 989 00:56:24,839 --> 00:56:20,740 and the next minute 990 00:56:26,609 --> 00:56:24,849 all I remember is you're kind of your 991 00:56:29,310 --> 00:56:26,619 eyes are shutting I'm thinking oh she's 992 00:56:32,040 --> 00:56:29,320 tired and but I'm still talking 993 00:56:34,530 --> 00:56:32,050 yeah and he wasn't saying anything so 994 00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:34,540 she would you were just like totally out 995 00:56:40,079 --> 00:56:37,810 of it and when your eyes wasn't sure you 996 00:56:44,880 --> 00:56:40,089 were just looking straight forward like 997 00:56:47,370 --> 00:56:44,890 in a trance you know and I'm still 998 00:56:49,109 --> 00:56:47,380 talking away yeah and we'll love it I 999 00:56:52,020 --> 00:56:49,119 will laughing about someone talking 1000 00:56:55,079 --> 00:56:52,030 we're like you were still with it which 1001 00:56:57,839 --> 00:56:55,089 is really weird anywhere and then all I 1002 00:57:00,170 --> 00:56:57,849 remember is looking at ya and you 1003 00:57:06,030 --> 00:57:00,180 quickly moved you right you didn't blink 1004 00:57:09,470 --> 00:57:06,040 you moved your eyes to your left which 1005 00:57:12,450 --> 00:57:09,480 is you know I mean where my legs was 1006 00:57:15,089 --> 00:57:12,460 towards me and you looked at me legs and 1007 00:57:18,329 --> 00:57:15,099 I looked at ya and I went it's there in 1008 00:57:21,570 --> 00:57:18,339 air and you kind of just kept looking 1009 00:57:24,630 --> 00:57:21,580 and looking and I remember turning me 1010 00:57:27,870 --> 00:57:24,640 aid moving me underwear from the face 1011 00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:27,880 turning me eight really slow I don't 1012 00:57:34,360 --> 00:57:29,890 know why I did it self law but you know 1013 00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:34,370 I told me I'd really saw like that 1014 00:57:41,590 --> 00:57:39,410 there is my gray the danny devito one 1015 00:57:46,690 --> 00:57:41,600 that offered me the balloon that I've 1016 00:57:50,230 --> 00:57:46,700 seen a lot of me accounts stood looking 1017 00:57:53,230 --> 00:57:50,240 at me a thief about the size of so evade 1018 00:57:56,530 --> 00:57:53,240 reaches the windowsill are just above 1019 00:58:00,220 --> 00:57:56,540 the windowsill and he's looking at me 1020 00:58:07,330 --> 00:58:00,230 and I'm getting this sympathetic vibe of 1021 00:58:10,810 --> 00:58:07,340 Fame and I'm like what what what what's 1022 00:58:14,230 --> 00:58:10,820 he doing stop there you know and then 1023 00:58:16,570 --> 00:58:14,240 all of a sudden it's like someday 1024 00:58:18,940 --> 00:58:16,580 grab him eight feet but if somebody's 1025 00:58:21,850 --> 00:58:18,950 gonna grab your legs and to pull you off 1026 00:58:25,570 --> 00:58:21,860 something they grab grab what a mafia 1027 00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:25,580 uncle that's how people normally do it 1028 00:58:30,010 --> 00:58:28,250 the won't grab round you toes and pull 1029 00:58:32,920 --> 00:58:30,020 you that way I'll get the middle of the 1030 00:58:34,780 --> 00:58:32,930 foot and Paulie is out there but I knew 1031 00:58:36,910 --> 00:58:34,790 it wasn't aim that we're doing it 1032 00:58:40,210 --> 00:58:36,920 because he's answer at the side of him 1033 00:58:43,620 --> 00:58:40,220 you know it was some some thing are some 1034 00:58:47,830 --> 00:58:43,630 farce that was hauled in on a my fame 1035 00:58:52,120 --> 00:58:47,840 another remember is I'm looking at young 1036 00:58:55,210 --> 00:58:52,130 and I'm screaming Sasha but nothing's 1037 00:58:57,940 --> 00:58:55,220 coming our you know and all I really 1038 00:59:01,420 --> 00:58:57,950 remember is it was like whoosh this 1039 00:59:04,090 --> 00:59:01,430 whoosh feeling it's like a release of me 1040 00:59:05,680 --> 00:59:04,100 fate and it's like a vacuum so much that 1041 00:59:09,340 --> 00:59:05,690 I'm going to provoke young cleaner is 1042 00:59:11,140 --> 00:59:09,350 something you know but even though I had 1043 00:59:13,420 --> 00:59:11,150 a night dress on and now I'm going 1044 00:59:16,690 --> 00:59:13,430 backwards at that speed that night dress 1045 00:59:20,140 --> 00:59:16,700 should have moved practically over me 1046 00:59:23,050 --> 00:59:20,150 eight yeah and it didn't move and that's 1047 00:59:26,500 --> 00:59:23,060 one thing that sticks in my mind you 1048 00:59:30,670 --> 00:59:26,510 know the speed the pull and everything 1049 00:59:32,830 --> 00:59:30,680 and that nitrous did not move and I 1050 00:59:34,990 --> 00:59:32,840 remembers I'm going backwards I'm 1051 00:59:38,140 --> 00:59:35,000 screaming and screaming and nothing's 1052 00:59:42,190 --> 00:59:38,150 coming out and you're just kind of 1053 00:59:44,770 --> 00:59:42,200 staring into space you know and all I 1054 00:59:47,260 --> 00:59:44,780 remember then is get into the window you 1055 00:59:51,150 --> 00:59:47,270 don't have time a thing [\h__\h] I'm gonna 1056 00:59:59,620 --> 00:59:54,060 anything you don't even have to kind 1057 01:00:03,670 --> 00:59:59,630 yeah and I'm like God and against the 1058 01:00:07,660 --> 01:00:03,680 peripheral view of this what I felt with 1059 01:00:13,900 --> 01:00:07,670 a window which is actually agree a very 1060 01:00:16,359 --> 01:00:13,910 fine grid membrane now this membrane 1061 01:00:18,400 --> 01:00:16,369 didn't stop where the window should have 1062 01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:18,410 stopped the glass at each side it 1063 01:00:28,480 --> 01:00:21,770 carried on past the walls of the bedroom 1064 01:00:30,820 --> 01:00:28,490 and so yeah you've got a I can't even 1065 01:00:33,550 --> 01:00:30,830 describe it you won't eat it to describe 1066 01:00:35,560 --> 01:00:33,560 it you won't even be able to see it in 1067 01:00:38,710 --> 01:00:35,570 your mind's eye what I'm talking about 1068 01:00:44,170 --> 01:00:38,720 but this gray membrane extends past the 1069 01:00:48,540 --> 01:00:44,180 walls and all I remember they need this 1070 01:00:51,690 --> 01:00:48,550 lab pop in me aid and I've gone and 1071 01:00:54,070 --> 01:00:51,700 everything's kind of slowed right down 1072 01:00:56,140 --> 01:00:54,080 I'm afraid of probably a nanosecond 1073 01:00:58,810 --> 01:00:56,150 while me eggs going through this gray 1074 01:01:03,430 --> 01:00:58,820 membrane it goes pop I'm out of it and 1075 01:01:05,680 --> 01:01:03,440 um everything speeds up again and I'm 1076 01:01:06,630 --> 01:01:05,690 going backwards at like a 45 degree 1077 01:01:11,079 --> 01:01:06,640 angle 1078 01:01:13,480 --> 01:01:11,089 and I'm looking down at you and your 1079 01:01:17,020 --> 01:01:13,490 eyes still sure the windows getting 1080 01:01:20,589 --> 01:01:17,030 smaller I can start see the house I can 1081 01:01:22,770 --> 01:01:20,599 see the fields at the back I can I can 1082 01:01:28,660 --> 01:01:22,780 see the trees round 1083 01:01:31,140 --> 01:01:28,670 Ann's garden I can see like a bit of a 1084 01:01:34,240 --> 01:01:31,150 fence that that way I can see till Perl 1085 01:01:38,470 --> 01:01:34,250 stands from da road and shall she add 1086 01:01:42,630 --> 01:01:38,480 two pearls I can see again I can see a 1087 01:01:47,109 --> 01:01:42,640 road and it's just going on it and the 1088 01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:47,119 speed at which I'm going at is in the 1089 01:01:53,370 --> 01:01:49,130 distance it's not making any sense 1090 01:01:56,470 --> 01:01:53,380 because I'm only halfway off for a field 1091 01:01:59,680 --> 01:01:56,480 but it looks like I'm like a mile away 1092 01:02:01,650 --> 01:01:59,690 at this point and it keeps going on and 1093 01:02:10,289 --> 01:02:01,660 on 1094 01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:10,299 and I should be viola we're here do you 1095 01:02:15,539 --> 01:02:12,250 know what I mean but I'm thinking well 1096 01:02:17,749 --> 01:02:15,549 I'm just to end of a field now you know 1097 01:02:21,029 --> 01:02:17,759 and I'm not but you're not thinking 1098 01:02:23,460 --> 01:02:21,039 logic there's no logic there is you know 1099 01:02:25,710 --> 01:02:23,470 now I'm thinking I should be this I 1100 01:02:27,599 --> 01:02:25,720 should be there but then nothing 1101 01:02:30,990 --> 01:02:27,609 I'm not thinking anything because it's 1102 01:02:33,870 --> 01:02:31,000 too quick yeah so the speed and the time 1103 01:02:36,900 --> 01:02:33,880 and the distance is not making any sense 1104 01:02:40,319 --> 01:02:36,910 whatsoever then all I remember in these 1105 01:02:40,910 --> 01:02:40,329 I'm blacking out I'm blacking out that's 1106 01:02:43,799 --> 01:02:40,920 it 1107 01:02:47,190 --> 01:02:43,809 everything's slowed right down I'm 1108 01:02:50,519 --> 01:02:47,200 blacking out I'm gone then all I 1109 01:02:54,720 --> 01:02:50,529 remember is waking up in on debate not 1110 01:02:56,700 --> 01:02:54,730 in the bed on the bed me I never ever 1111 01:02:59,910 --> 01:02:56,710 sleep on my back it's the most 1112 01:03:02,130 --> 01:02:59,920 uncomfortable position I can sleep in 1113 01:03:06,809 --> 01:03:02,140 you know it's chronic backache I get 1114 01:03:09,059 --> 01:03:06,819 with it and it's like a foot feeling 1115 01:03:13,920 --> 01:03:09,069 again just before that I said boom that 1116 01:03:16,829 --> 01:03:13,930 drop failing and then remember then it's 1117 01:03:22,589 --> 01:03:16,839 like boot up [\h__\h] you know I'm awake and 1118 01:03:24,690 --> 01:03:22,599 me arms are crossed over me Bodhi Mia me 1119 01:03:26,789 --> 01:03:24,700 Anza stretched out the crust over my 1120 01:03:29,130 --> 01:03:26,799 body so who knows on that shoulder one 1121 01:03:35,309 --> 01:03:29,140 hands on of the shoulder millet me feet 1122 01:03:38,640 --> 01:03:35,319 across the bottom and listen right this 1123 01:03:40,620 --> 01:03:38,650 this um so good again so close to tile 1124 01:03:43,259 --> 01:03:40,630 is when I'm in the bathroom they 1125 01:03:46,769 --> 01:03:43,269 actually ate mer what has just gone on 1126 01:03:48,420 --> 01:03:46,779 and I can't remember whether it would 1127 01:03:52,289 --> 01:03:48,430 air like or not but all I remember is 1128 01:04:00,809 --> 01:03:52,299 coming in at that room Oh bouncing on 1129 01:04:03,509 --> 01:04:00,819 the baby you know I would just in such a 1130 01:04:07,049 --> 01:04:03,519 flux I didn't know what to do where ago 1131 01:04:09,059 --> 01:04:07,059 what to say everything would just so I 1132 01:04:13,349 --> 01:04:09,069 would so overwhelmed with these emotions 1133 01:04:15,570 --> 01:04:13,359 that I just couldn't and all I remember 1134 01:04:22,580 --> 01:04:15,580 you say me summat like Oh 1135 01:04:25,520 --> 01:04:22,590 - well they go about oh oh 1136 01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:25,530 [Laughter] 1137 01:04:42,330 --> 01:04:53,060 streaming down my face 1138 01:05:03,150 --> 01:05:00,780 oh yeah that were that were I think then 1139 01:05:09,080 --> 01:05:03,160 you know about an hour later you must 1140 01:05:25,950 --> 01:05:21,990 everything was just like a tornado yeah 1141 01:05:28,290 --> 01:05:25,960 and we went downstairs and I remember on 1142 01:05:30,300 --> 01:05:28,300 with that would made a bit of breakfast 1143 01:05:37,710 --> 01:05:30,310 and it must have been where that I 1144 01:05:43,740 --> 01:05:37,720 looked and had rung were ringing Jason 1145 01:05:46,020 --> 01:05:43,750 and and Jason had answered and he said 1146 01:05:51,630 --> 01:05:46,030 to Anne which one of them got abducted 1147 01:05:58,190 --> 01:05:51,640 last night yeah and you looked at me I 1148 01:06:16,740 --> 01:06:06,510 do you start again like I wanna go see 1149 01:06:23,160 --> 01:06:16,750 ya you know what I know it's awful it's 1150 01:06:27,290 --> 01:06:23,170 the house it's the land it's not just 1151 01:06:29,010 --> 01:06:27,300 the house it's the land around it yeah 1152 01:06:33,560 --> 01:06:29,020 you know 1153 01:06:37,859 --> 01:06:33,570 you get there as you driving up to it 1154 01:06:39,570 --> 01:06:37,869 hearing some sort as on yeah which is 1155 01:06:41,790 --> 01:06:39,580 funny you should say that actually 1156 01:06:45,810 --> 01:06:41,800 because I was talking to Mary Rodwell 1157 01:06:48,870 --> 01:06:45,820 and she said a Jason had said that 1158 01:06:49,410 --> 01:06:48,880 something very ancient thousands of 1159 01:06:53,100 --> 01:06:49,420 years old 1160 01:07:00,240 --> 01:06:53,110 kind of looks out there one night when I 1161 01:07:03,210 --> 01:07:00,250 was there with Herman you know but I 1162 01:07:09,930 --> 01:07:03,220 stood outside with Jason and Jackie and 1163 01:07:12,600 --> 01:07:09,940 just we all smoked and he said oh that 1164 01:07:34,970 --> 01:07:12,610 failed them and I went yeah go in that 1165 01:07:40,920 --> 01:07:38,849 sunny where the sun's kind of like yeah 1166 01:07:59,580 --> 01:07:40,930 the whole world we're leaving doubtless 1167 01:08:03,030 --> 01:07:59,590 all the time yeah obviously I remember 1168 01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:03,040 him saying that it's seen this girl kind 1169 01:08:07,470 --> 01:08:05,530 of here there and everywhere like just 1170 01:08:10,620 --> 01:08:07,480 be sort of out doing stuff with the 1171 01:08:13,740 --> 01:08:10,630 horses and look up and there she'd be 1172 01:08:16,110 --> 01:08:13,750 yeah and he said that when she grinned 1173 01:08:19,260 --> 01:08:16,120 he didn't say this to me he said it's 1174 01:08:20,039 --> 01:08:19,270 Mary when she grinned she had all these 1175 01:08:24,690 --> 01:08:20,049 teeth 1176 01:08:26,610 --> 01:08:24,700 you know just written my thing out and 1177 01:08:28,530 --> 01:08:26,620 I've tried to draw these teeth I'm not 1178 01:08:30,870 --> 01:08:28,540 very good at it so I thought I'm not 1179 01:08:33,480 --> 01:08:30,880 including them they don't look right I 1180 01:08:34,800 --> 01:08:33,490 can't get it right you know I mean and I 1181 01:08:36,749 --> 01:08:34,810 don't want to show it if it don't look 1182 01:08:40,019 --> 01:08:36,759 like as near as damn it 1183 01:08:42,300 --> 01:08:40,029 so well you know if you me don't like 1184 01:08:45,250 --> 01:08:42,310 that I'm willing to do it 1185 01:08:47,230 --> 01:08:45,260 yeah we were going to write a book won't 1186 01:08:51,940 --> 01:08:47,240 we well good I was gonna do the writing 1187 01:09:00,250 --> 01:08:51,950 oh I would do illustrations yeah still 1188 01:09:06,070 --> 01:09:00,260 gonna do it but as far as I'm concerned 1189 01:09:07,900 --> 01:09:06,080 now I've just lost yeah because I think 1190 01:09:12,670 --> 01:09:07,910 of everything alive it's always there in 1191 01:09:15,280 --> 01:09:12,680 the back of my mind you know if you're 1192 01:09:18,070 --> 01:09:15,290 not like consciously sort of okay I am 1193 01:09:30,010 --> 01:09:18,080 doing this now you mind just sort of 1194 01:09:33,370 --> 01:09:30,020 naturally wanders back to it and this 1195 01:09:36,520 --> 01:09:33,380 makes sense and we're going to find a 1196 01:09:38,410 --> 01:09:36,530 bigger picture you know am I going to 1197 01:09:44,080 --> 01:09:38,420 change the ending is what the brain 1198 01:09:46,540 --> 01:09:44,090 wants to do a thing so it's just there 1199 01:09:51,160 --> 01:09:46,550 all the time and then we sort of mulling 1200 01:09:52,260 --> 01:09:51,170 over one experience then boom from left 1201 01:09:54,820 --> 01:09:52,270 all right 1202 01:10:02,260 --> 01:09:54,830 it comes another thought about another 1203 01:10:04,660 --> 01:10:02,270 thing it don't it doesn't stop it you 1204 01:10:06,160 --> 01:10:04,670 can't stop you can't stop thinking about 1205 01:10:12,240 --> 01:10:06,170 it even though you're not thinking about 1206 01:10:15,040 --> 01:10:12,250 it it could pops up and then you would 1207 01:10:20,440 --> 01:10:15,050 so lean but I believe that all the 1208 01:10:24,790 --> 01:10:23,020 well you looked mine a few months ago 1209 01:10:29,230 --> 01:10:24,800 didn't ya well it couple of month ago 1210 01:10:35,680 --> 01:10:29,240 you can't man and we're doing them thing 1211 01:10:39,700 --> 01:10:35,690 you've got that light so yeah yeah doing 1212 01:10:41,770 --> 01:10:39,710 that as well yeah right 1213 01:10:44,920 --> 01:10:41,780 I've got to say this because people 1214 01:10:48,580 --> 01:10:44,930 often can being irresponsible I don't 1215 01:10:51,460 --> 01:10:48,590 actually usually like advise that people 1216 01:10:54,740 --> 01:10:51,470 start communicating with things in their 1217 01:11:00,370 --> 01:10:54,750 own home because it's an invitation 1218 01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:00,380 to have some space within that space so 1219 01:11:12,610 --> 01:11:05,010 but parlor has abilities and they follow 1220 01:11:15,170 --> 01:11:12,620 a home and they just like you know but 1221 01:11:17,420 --> 01:11:15,180 you're doing that thing you know it like 1222 01:11:21,110 --> 01:11:17,430 something it kept answering I like you 1223 01:11:25,390 --> 01:11:21,120 know and I started laughing yes but it's 1224 01:11:28,430 --> 01:11:25,400 not fooling it's not fun like I said 1225 01:11:32,810 --> 01:11:28,440 it's my it's my way of dealing with 1226 01:11:34,850 --> 01:11:32,820 things you know no but you see pilots 1227 01:11:38,300 --> 01:11:34,860 already had communication with them 1228 01:11:39,830 --> 01:11:38,310 anyway guys stand in there in a living 1229 01:11:44,600 --> 01:11:39,840 room who disappears 1230 01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:44,610 you know this she eventually asked out 1231 01:11:49,190 --> 01:11:46,260 in the bedroom if there's somebody here 1232 01:12:00,470 --> 01:11:49,200 just please talking to this now you know 1233 01:12:01,760 --> 01:12:00,480 like this EVP and she says right I'm 1234 01:12:03,790 --> 01:12:01,770 just gonna leave this area I'm gonna 1235 01:12:06,890 --> 01:12:03,800 walk downstairs and then you know like 1236 01:12:19,610 --> 01:12:06,900 say anything say something and then it 1237 01:12:29,420 --> 01:12:19,620 goes I see yeah woman woman goes she's 1238 01:12:32,180 --> 01:12:29,430 back don't bother me cause I live with 1239 01:12:33,710 --> 01:12:32,190 it but I know you'll say no you 1240 01:12:38,480 --> 01:12:33,720 shouldn't have to live with it but you 1241 01:12:41,660 --> 01:12:38,490 know any anyway well anyway yeah what'd 1242 01:12:43,730 --> 01:12:41,670 you say I played it for I did it for 1243 01:12:47,150 --> 01:12:43,740 about a week before I sent you that 1244 01:12:49,370 --> 01:12:47,160 copper another like I played it and 1245 01:12:51,470 --> 01:12:49,380 played it and played it I know what does 1246 01:12:54,920 --> 01:12:51,480 it really alright this is it I've got 1247 01:12:58,030 --> 01:12:54,930 send such a base to see exactly what it 1248 01:13:04,940 --> 01:12:58,040 says if it says the same is what I'm 1249 01:13:06,900 --> 01:13:04,950 hearing it then yeah you know yeah well 1250 01:13:10,170 --> 01:13:06,910 I sent it sorry friend 1251 01:13:13,410 --> 01:13:10,180 hmm and she tried to do some noise 1252 01:13:16,590 --> 01:13:13,420 reduction stuff on it and sent Leah back 1253 01:13:23,420 --> 01:13:16,600 to me and I played it and it was all 1254 01:13:28,140 --> 01:13:23,430 like oh my god it sounds like aliens 1255 01:13:30,780 --> 01:13:28,150 cats under days but actually what it did 1256 01:13:33,030 --> 01:13:30,790 was it's helped sort of because it adds 1257 01:13:36,480 --> 01:13:33,040 a different pitch when there was a voice 1258 01:13:39,060 --> 01:13:36,490 so it kind of indicated where there were 1259 01:13:42,390 --> 01:13:39,070 voices so it was like kind of add a 1260 01:13:45,210 --> 01:13:42,400 little change in ripple and then in the 1261 01:13:47,820 --> 01:13:45,220 middle it picked out something that we 1262 01:13:50,870 --> 01:13:47,830 hadn't heard before it couldn't hear 1263 01:13:56,370 --> 01:13:50,880 because of the hiss yeah and then 1264 01:13:59,090 --> 01:13:56,380 towards the end another ripple so but it 1265 01:14:02,100 --> 01:13:59,100 just it actually turned out to be 1266 01:14:05,820 --> 01:14:02,110 something that happens kind of some 1267 01:14:07,650 --> 01:14:05,830 distortion that happens when you do this 1268 01:14:10,290 --> 01:14:07,660 particular kind of noise reduction and 1269 01:14:14,460 --> 01:14:10,300 it's also the kind of microphone used 1270 01:14:17,910 --> 01:14:14,470 and I hope you know how it kind of like 1271 01:14:22,140 --> 01:14:17,920 receives the noise so it wasn't anything 1272 01:14:24,900 --> 01:14:22,150 like aliens talking like in the Fourth 1273 01:14:31,070 --> 01:14:24,910 Kind which is very similar to what it 1274 01:14:35,790 --> 01:14:33,930 well you know what surprised me just 1275 01:14:38,220 --> 01:14:35,800 that because but nobody's gonna believe 1276 01:14:42,600 --> 01:14:38,230 it yeah anyway you know I mean we're 1277 01:14:45,600 --> 01:14:42,610 just crazy people out so yeah so we came 1278 01:14:48,480 --> 01:14:45,610 I came to yours and we did that yeah and 1279 01:14:52,440 --> 01:14:48,490 that was in the daytime as their time 1280 01:14:55,260 --> 01:14:52,450 was it happens to make all times of the 1281 01:14:57,870 --> 01:14:55,270 day and it's not just you know people 1282 01:15:01,920 --> 01:14:57,880 just atooma on a night it's on a night 1283 01:15:04,650 --> 01:15:01,930 and I'm know it's all I'm having bouts 1284 01:15:07,770 --> 01:15:04,660 of it now and then it'll go quiet for 1285 01:15:09,750 --> 01:15:07,780 the wild months weeks days it'll go 1286 01:15:12,420 --> 01:15:09,760 quiet and then I love bouncing my up and 1287 01:15:15,740 --> 01:15:12,430 once it might up and five times in a day 1288 01:15:21,110 --> 01:15:15,750 my up and five days and it just saw 1289 01:15:26,820 --> 01:15:21,120 inconsistent and that yeah 1290 01:15:28,710 --> 01:15:26,830 it does happen in the day I had one 1291 01:15:32,070 --> 01:15:28,720 earlier where my bed shook it felt like 1292 01:15:35,040 --> 01:15:32,080 some dude shook not shook it but pushed 1293 01:15:38,130 --> 01:15:35,050 me bed and pushed it back again and that 1294 01:15:40,770 --> 01:15:38,140 wasn't a good three hours ago in 1295 01:15:43,380 --> 01:15:40,780 happened and then clicking noise that so 1296 01:15:49,710 --> 01:15:43,390 damn it you know I'll just say yeah and 1297 01:15:54,300 --> 01:15:49,720 the my oh well bangs like somebody's 1298 01:15:57,720 --> 01:15:54,310 clap the hands yeah yeah clicks and 1299 01:16:01,470 --> 01:15:57,730 beeps stereos just coming on for no 1300 01:16:04,350 --> 01:16:01,480 reason whatsoever like oh all of our 1301 01:16:07,020 --> 01:16:04,360 gadgets nowaday or all kind of like 1302 01:16:11,210 --> 01:16:07,030 tuned into something so yeah you don't 1303 01:16:14,040 --> 01:16:11,220 get that analog static rah you know you 1304 01:16:16,050 --> 01:16:14,050 station's programmed in you switch it on 1305 01:16:19,830 --> 01:16:16,060 you put it on that it goes straight to 1306 01:16:21,720 --> 01:16:19,840 the station mm-hmm and it's on a certain 1307 01:16:23,370 --> 01:16:21,730 volume as well because it's you know 1308 01:16:27,870 --> 01:16:23,380 however you left it or whatever you 1309 01:16:31,530 --> 01:16:27,880 preset sir not in my life when you know 1310 01:16:36,480 --> 01:16:31,540 the stereo just blares like really 1311 01:16:44,210 --> 01:16:36,490 really loudly it's full volume for no 1312 01:16:48,980 --> 01:16:44,220 reason I thought must be the cat oh 1313 01:16:52,350 --> 01:16:48,990 nothing so I'm telling me from Pitt he's 1314 01:16:54,930 --> 01:16:52,360 been around for a while and he's going 1315 01:16:58,010 --> 01:16:54,940 out the door and I said to him that's 1316 01:17:01,350 --> 01:16:58,020 really weird moment the other day when I 1317 01:17:03,240 --> 01:17:01,360 hit the stereo came on full blast and my 1318 01:17:05,760 --> 01:17:03,250 plan was because I lived on my own was I 1319 01:17:07,440 --> 01:17:05,770 anyone had broken in what I was going to 1320 01:17:09,210 --> 01:17:07,450 do I had like a wine bottle that side 1321 01:17:10,950 --> 01:17:09,220 had a candle in it but it looked a 1322 01:17:12,330 --> 01:17:10,960 scuzzy I'd all wax all over it and I've 1323 01:17:14,100 --> 01:17:12,340 done it all deliberately it look quite 1324 01:17:15,630 --> 01:17:14,110 cool but I thought well that's my secret 1325 01:17:16,950 --> 01:17:15,640 weapon that's the only thing I've got in 1326 01:17:19,800 --> 01:17:16,960 the bedroom you know I'm going to go 1327 01:17:22,110 --> 01:17:19,810 running downstairs be as heavy as I can 1328 01:17:25,590 --> 01:17:22,120 on the stairs so make it sound like I'm 1329 01:17:27,480 --> 01:17:25,600 a giant yeah like I might be a big blur 1330 01:17:29,640 --> 01:17:27,490 and then I'm gonna burst through the 1331 01:17:32,070 --> 01:17:29,650 door so it's so loud everything's so 1332 01:17:32,880 --> 01:17:32,080 loud and whoever it is will just panic 1333 01:17:34,860 --> 01:17:32,890 run away 1334 01:17:38,300 --> 01:17:34,870 and if the dirt that I'm going to smack 1335 01:17:40,860 --> 01:17:38,310 him with his part so this has gone off 1336 01:17:44,030 --> 01:17:40,870 everyone downstairs stop their kids 1337 01:17:58,320 --> 01:17:44,040 right with his bottle in me and God 1338 01:18:00,630 --> 01:17:58,330 expected I but I'm telling my friend 1339 01:18:02,780 --> 01:18:00,640 when he's just about to leave and he did 1340 01:18:10,110 --> 01:18:02,790 it again 1341 01:18:12,840 --> 01:18:10,120 what it was telling him oh and then what 1342 01:18:16,380 --> 01:18:12,850 happened was in his lap that eat moved 1343 01:18:18,450 --> 01:18:16,390 into somebody had died there of a heroin 1344 01:18:21,900 --> 01:18:18,460 overdose and they've been there for that 1345 01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:21,910 long they it was part of the carpet oh 1346 01:18:28,680 --> 01:18:26,410 no he didn't have a carpet in his flat 1347 01:18:31,110 --> 01:18:28,690 but it was having all this really you 1348 01:18:36,960 --> 01:18:31,120 know like go through all these dark days 1349 01:18:38,670 --> 01:18:36,970 thing yeah and it's like written he went 1350 01:18:42,240 --> 01:18:38,680 like like a crazy person 1351 01:18:45,690 --> 01:18:42,250 dead man walking on his door and then 1352 01:18:48,720 --> 01:18:45,700 tried to smash a hole in the ceiling and 1353 01:19:00,030 --> 01:18:48,730 they need something like a page message 1354 01:19:01,950 --> 01:19:00,040 because it was it was like so I went 1355 01:19:04,050 --> 01:19:01,960 round and I was been in the Pope round 1356 01:19:05,700 --> 01:19:04,060 the corner so I bought pine and let's 1357 01:19:07,620 --> 01:19:05,710 knock it out under me jacket thinking 1358 01:19:09,630 --> 01:19:07,630 else I came apparently if he's bit down 1359 01:19:12,870 --> 01:19:09,640 you know I mean I'm sneaks a pint at the 1360 01:19:15,780 --> 01:19:12,880 pub and I got there to see this dead man 1361 01:19:18,170 --> 01:19:15,790 walking on the door I'm just jar on the 1362 01:19:21,810 --> 01:19:18,180 floor like looking at the scene and like 1363 01:19:24,810 --> 01:19:21,820 what the hell is going on so like a 1364 01:19:27,210 --> 01:19:24,820 little while later these guys have come 1365 01:19:28,710 --> 01:19:27,220 round to do gas safety check and he's 1366 01:19:30,120 --> 01:19:28,720 making them a cup of tea because he's 1367 01:19:32,070 --> 01:19:30,130 like that you know I mean then he went 1368 01:19:34,890 --> 01:19:32,080 in the kitchen medical a cup of tea and 1369 01:19:37,320 --> 01:19:34,900 it comes out just as he heard them say 1370 01:19:41,400 --> 01:19:37,330 so I opened the door and I got me in the 1371 01:19:43,920 --> 01:19:41,410 face by a wall of flies oh well the 1372 01:19:46,010 --> 01:19:43,930 thing is the parlor is that I told him a 1373 01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:46,020 little while before that I'd had a dream 1374 01:19:51,480 --> 01:19:48,970 that he someone who was really wrong 1375 01:19:53,400 --> 01:19:51,490 and I gone round to see him and I opened 1376 01:19:56,370 --> 01:19:53,410 the door to his house and I got hit in 1377 01:19:58,080 --> 01:19:56,380 the face by a wall of flies yeah so I 1378 01:20:00,210 --> 01:19:58,090 told him this dream I might have even 1379 01:20:04,980 --> 01:20:00,220 been telling him when the stereo went 1380 01:20:07,560 --> 01:20:04,990 off so he'd heard that same phrase from 1381 01:20:09,600 --> 01:20:07,570 me come out of this guy's mouth so he 1382 01:20:12,750 --> 01:20:09,610 made him explain what it was and it was 1383 01:20:16,560 --> 01:20:12,760 like you know that this guy had been 1384 01:20:21,660 --> 01:20:16,570 found dead by him and the house was just 1385 01:20:25,680 --> 01:20:21,670 full of life that long and dead man 1386 01:20:31,040 --> 01:20:25,690 walking you know I mean so I was like 1387 01:20:35,100 --> 01:20:31,050 what so was it like was the stereo thing 1388 01:20:37,500 --> 01:20:35,110 was this kind of like to start us like a 1389 01:20:41,070 --> 01:20:37,510 sort of sequence of events if you like 1390 01:20:46,170 --> 01:20:41,080 mmm to prompt something because these 1391 01:20:52,020 --> 01:20:46,180 guys like trapped in that in this flat 1392 01:20:56,430 --> 01:20:52,030 hmm it's kind of open like you know yeah 1393 01:20:58,830 --> 01:20:56,440 oh I just totally I don't even know how 1394 01:21:01,440 --> 01:20:58,840 that works it's like okay so is he 1395 01:21:04,950 --> 01:21:01,450 hopping between us to try and get 1396 01:21:08,640 --> 01:21:04,960 himself known yeah now are something 1397 01:21:12,030 --> 01:21:08,650 because there's one thing about spirit 1398 01:21:16,230 --> 01:21:12,040 that they if we have abilities they can 1399 01:21:19,140 --> 01:21:16,240 tell we might not even know yeah but 1400 01:21:20,760 --> 01:21:19,150 they I think that we go and I think that 1401 01:21:21,990 --> 01:21:20,770 we can do something about it this is 1402 01:21:24,360 --> 01:21:22,000 something that I've discovered so I 1403 01:21:27,090 --> 01:21:24,370 tried to sort of educate myself on how 1404 01:21:29,280 --> 01:21:27,100 to do something about it well you've 1405 01:21:31,140 --> 01:21:29,290 come a mile sunt you know Chad claims in 1406 01:21:35,250 --> 01:21:31,150 it but then we're a lot of distraction 1407 01:21:40,970 --> 01:21:35,260 going on at the time and I think that 1408 01:21:43,860 --> 01:21:40,980 was a main trigger when the block spirit 1409 01:21:47,310 --> 01:21:43,870 was stood by me breakfast bar when I 1410 01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:47,320 walked in me out and I thought it would 1411 01:21:57,720 --> 01:21:52,930 a builder because they just pop out of 1412 01:21:59,459 --> 01:21:57,730 the floor one Dan I probably walking up 1413 01:22:02,859 --> 01:21:59,469 pass think you know right 1414 01:22:08,589 --> 01:22:02,869 shower video excuse me 1415 01:22:13,179 --> 01:22:08,599 a young long locks my doll and the guy 1416 01:22:17,350 --> 01:22:13,189 stood there looked in these fifties it 1417 01:22:22,779 --> 01:22:17,360 could have been mid-50s and he's wearing 1418 01:22:26,319 --> 01:22:22,789 my back it looked like James and it 1419 01:22:31,149 --> 01:22:26,329 looked and a check saw a lumberjack 1420 01:22:38,020 --> 01:22:31,159 Stiles shirt thing and it looked really 1421 01:22:40,120 --> 01:22:38,030 like dirty you know he's obviously been 1422 01:22:43,929 --> 01:22:40,130 working somewhere really there but these 1423 01:22:48,549 --> 01:22:43,939 the quarry that was a possible way to 1424 01:22:50,709 --> 01:22:48,559 streets aware and I used to play up 1425 01:22:54,629 --> 01:22:50,719 there a lot that's where I fell down and 1426 01:23:02,189 --> 01:22:58,660 yeah probably and it stopped working 1427 01:23:05,169 --> 01:23:02,199 in about 1965 its quarry 1428 01:23:06,910 --> 01:23:05,179 it's our sonic now yeah but it looked 1429 01:23:10,029 --> 01:23:06,920 that thought I'm okay 1430 01:23:13,689 --> 01:23:10,039 you know that storm storm stuff you know 1431 01:23:16,179 --> 01:23:13,699 Powell and I've got the stove yeah that 1432 01:23:17,859 --> 01:23:16,189 sort of color some I I think it was from 1433 01:23:21,339 --> 01:23:17,869 the East Room the quality might not be 1434 01:23:24,759 --> 01:23:21,349 that it's just a pheromone and anyway I 1435 01:23:29,279 --> 01:23:24,769 walked because my keychain is like in 1436 01:23:31,810 --> 01:23:29,289 with my living room so it's an open-plan 1437 01:23:34,509 --> 01:23:31,820 room you've got a kitchenette with a 1438 01:23:38,140 --> 01:23:34,519 breakfast bar yeah yes it's kind of open 1439 01:23:40,089 --> 01:23:38,150 planning well I walked towards it and I 1440 01:23:41,979 --> 01:23:40,099 thought as I'm walking towards it 1441 01:23:45,819 --> 01:23:41,989 there's only a few strides between the 1442 01:23:48,640 --> 01:23:45,829 front door and the breakfast bar and I 1443 01:23:54,040 --> 01:23:48,650 puts the breakfast it puts a sees ice 1444 01:23:56,620 --> 01:23:54,050 block didn't think of it some bite of it 1445 01:24:01,390 --> 01:23:56,630 and I kind of looked at him put my keys 1446 01:24:02,890 --> 01:24:01,400 so I'm a good two feet away from him and 1447 01:24:04,839 --> 01:24:02,900 he's looking at me 1448 01:24:06,939 --> 01:24:04,849 you know he's followed me is that is 1449 01:24:11,290 --> 01:24:06,949 aids and eyes have followed me in and 1450 01:24:12,540 --> 01:24:11,300 he's you know so he's just like an 1451 01:24:15,720 --> 01:24:12,550 ordinary person 1452 01:24:17,910 --> 01:24:15,730 puts McKee's on breakfast bar stood at 1453 01:24:20,100 --> 01:24:17,920 the other side of him so I've got the 1454 01:24:23,270 --> 01:24:20,110 breakfast bar in between us he's 1455 01:24:27,870 --> 01:24:23,280 slightly to the right of me at this time 1456 01:24:31,200 --> 01:24:27,880 and I'm looking at him thinking well you 1457 01:24:37,050 --> 01:24:31,210 know what you're doing you know the 1458 01:24:42,270 --> 01:24:37,060 thing is I'm in 1 cent building yeah and 1459 01:24:44,330 --> 01:24:42,280 I thought yeah I'm thinking he's it's 1460 01:24:47,820 --> 01:24:44,340 only a few seconds they were stood there 1461 01:24:49,560 --> 01:24:47,830 but it's like the thoughts that were I 1462 01:24:52,200 --> 01:24:49,570 have to actually thoughts going through 1463 01:24:55,350 --> 01:24:52,210 me aid within those few seconds I'm 1464 01:24:57,420 --> 01:24:55,360 thinking oh my mom sent bill during well 1465 01:25:01,400 --> 01:24:57,430 no she told me if she dissent if you're 1466 01:25:04,770 --> 01:25:01,410 gonna send builder I'm gonna minute I 1467 01:25:07,500 --> 01:25:04,780 also helped her to get in my door if 1468 01:25:10,170 --> 01:25:07,510 I've just unlocked it oh maybe she's got 1469 01:25:11,030 --> 01:25:10,180 a spare key but why would the door be 1470 01:25:13,440 --> 01:25:11,040 locked 1471 01:25:16,080 --> 01:25:13,450 surely my mum would have shared with him 1472 01:25:20,190 --> 01:25:16,090 so all these questions I must spin while 1473 01:25:22,230 --> 01:25:20,200 looking at em for long within a few 1474 01:25:25,890 --> 01:25:22,240 seconds all these questions going on in 1475 01:25:30,950 --> 01:25:25,900 me aid and then all of a sudden it's 1476 01:25:33,900 --> 01:25:30,960 gone and that just carries on as normal 1477 01:25:37,860 --> 01:25:33,910 ok some change gets each shower in the 1478 01:25:40,590 --> 01:25:37,870 light you know and nothing else about it 1479 01:25:42,000 --> 01:25:40,600 and at me aid and chalet at that night 1480 01:25:47,610 --> 01:25:42,010 and I thought I've done a minute it was 1481 01:25:49,980 --> 01:25:47,620 that look I know what you mean oblivious 1482 01:25:52,140 --> 01:25:49,990 sometimes I think I've seen some really 1483 01:25:54,990 --> 01:25:52,150 incredible things and I've taken one 1484 01:25:57,630 --> 01:25:55,000 photograph and then walked off yeah yeah 1485 01:26:08,520 --> 01:25:57,640 it said to stay in there and like you 1486 01:26:14,490 --> 01:26:08,530 know capturing the moment sort of 1487 01:26:16,280 --> 01:26:14,500 instances where like the dream question 1488 01:26:18,690 --> 01:26:16,290 mark that yeah the other night where I I 1489 01:26:20,430 --> 01:26:18,700 looked out of the door and I looked up 1490 01:26:22,230 --> 01:26:20,440 I'm you're which direction I was 1491 01:26:25,770 --> 01:26:22,240 supposed to look into see this thing 1492 01:26:29,970 --> 01:26:28,800 and then we took a photograph at sky you 1493 01:26:32,760 --> 01:26:29,980 know you could be doing something 1494 01:26:34,080 --> 01:26:32,770 nothing said to you oh go take a 1495 01:26:36,090 --> 01:26:34,090 photograph at sky 1496 01:26:39,180 --> 01:26:36,100 you know um felt like yourself you know 1497 01:26:40,770 --> 01:26:39,190 I don't even clinician I do anything you 1498 01:26:44,910 --> 01:26:40,780 know and you've gone out took a 1499 01:26:47,520 --> 01:26:44,920 photograph at sky you've zoomed in five 1500 01:26:50,640 --> 01:26:47,530 hours later a daily you've decided to 1501 01:26:53,760 --> 01:26:50,650 look at your photograph have you some 1502 01:26:58,490 --> 01:26:53,770 Dame and there's an unidentified object 1503 01:27:05,310 --> 01:26:58,500 and like one of mine that I had was in 1504 01:27:08,280 --> 01:27:05,320 the chemtrail one and it were like wait 1505 01:27:10,800 --> 01:27:08,290 [\h__\h] and it has to like it's moving and 1506 01:27:15,300 --> 01:27:10,810 it's got two things coming out of it 1507 01:27:19,200 --> 01:27:15,310 like it's moving like things that are 1508 01:27:20,400 --> 01:27:19,210 blowing out of it well you know it's 1509 01:27:22,830 --> 01:27:20,410 stuff like that 1510 01:27:27,540 --> 01:27:22,840 it's like the day away you go back and 1511 01:27:29,430 --> 01:27:27,550 look at I remember looking one day 1512 01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:29,440 tightening that we bedroom moving stuff 1513 01:27:33,570 --> 01:27:31,840 around and getting the urge excited 1514 01:27:38,300 --> 01:27:33,580 lived you know that house of mine that 1515 01:27:44,670 --> 01:27:41,100 similar the one that I lived in previous 1516 01:27:47,100 --> 01:27:44,680 to this yeah well I was in my bedroom 1517 01:27:48,840 --> 01:27:47,110 when I was like my brain was literally 1518 01:27:51,210 --> 01:27:48,850 saying take some pictures take some 1519 01:27:55,020 --> 01:27:51,220 pictures yes I was on the far floor in 1520 01:27:58,950 --> 01:27:55,030 this massive picture windows and oh but 1521 01:28:02,010 --> 01:27:58,960 it was huge yeah massive and there's a 1522 01:28:03,690 --> 01:28:02,020 fantastic view and so I like I kind of 1523 01:28:05,850 --> 01:28:03,700 ignored it you know like because I was 1524 01:28:08,730 --> 01:28:05,860 doing somewhere like and and then I 1525 01:28:11,370 --> 01:28:08,740 thought oh god alright I'll take some 1526 01:28:13,830 --> 01:28:11,380 pictures you know yeah yeah took some 1527 01:28:16,260 --> 01:28:13,840 photographs of the sky zoomed in there's 1528 01:28:18,600 --> 01:28:16,270 a little sphere zooming about all over 1529 01:28:20,940 --> 01:28:18,610 the place with a little black thing that 1530 01:28:23,400 --> 01:28:20,950 was kind of like going in a way around 1531 01:28:27,240 --> 01:28:23,410 it at one point it looked like there was 1532 01:28:30,300 --> 01:28:27,250 a sphere inside like a little black 1533 01:28:32,430 --> 01:28:30,310 triangle but then it was in the next 1534 01:28:34,319 --> 01:28:32,440 picture which was just second not even 1535 01:28:37,709 --> 01:28:34,329 second 1536 01:28:40,589 --> 01:28:37,719 it was over to the left of it at the top 1537 01:28:45,569 --> 01:28:40,599 left and then like in the middle like a 1538 01:28:51,379 --> 01:28:45,579 strife in anything it was kind of far 1539 01:28:59,580 --> 01:28:58,830 I think why did I get the urge to take 1540 01:29:03,450 --> 01:28:59,590 pictures 1541 01:29:05,640 --> 01:29:03,460 I was really nutter in myself yeah 1542 01:29:08,790 --> 01:29:05,650 why is it we always kind of like just 1543 01:29:13,049 --> 01:29:08,800 look in the right right direction at 1544 01:29:17,520 --> 01:29:13,059 that time I know and do is it some sort 1545 01:29:20,700 --> 01:29:17,530 of spidey sense or is there something 1546 01:29:22,950 --> 01:29:20,710 horrific like going on like they know 1547 01:29:24,600 --> 01:29:22,960 what we're thinking all the time you 1548 01:29:27,450 --> 01:29:24,610 know I said a people you have to get 1549 01:29:29,580 --> 01:29:27,460 used to a lot when yeah you will live 1550 01:29:30,989 --> 01:29:29,590 with this because you have to get used 1551 01:29:31,529 --> 01:29:30,999 to thinking that somebody can read your 1552 01:29:34,799 --> 01:29:31,539 thoughts 1553 01:29:36,899 --> 01:29:34,809 yeah there that your life's not even 1554 01:29:41,009 --> 01:29:36,909 your own that you have another life that 1555 01:29:43,709 --> 01:29:41,019 you don't like yeah yeah like you have 1556 01:29:47,069 --> 01:29:43,719 little glimpse of it and sometimes I can 1557 01:29:51,270 --> 01:29:47,079 see myself doing stuff talking to 1558 01:29:58,560 --> 01:29:51,280 somebody else and I'm like ah you know 1559 01:30:07,529 --> 01:29:58,570 or then I'm looking at people yeah men 1560 01:30:11,580 --> 01:30:07,539 in uniform and you don't I think is as 1561 01:30:13,229 --> 01:30:11,590 you get older I find it easier because 1562 01:30:22,919 --> 01:30:13,239 I'm learning a deal with it in different 1563 01:30:25,500 --> 01:30:22,929 ways yeah it's just easy yeah I sort of 1564 01:30:28,229 --> 01:30:25,510 like put it in a backpack yeah so it's 1565 01:30:33,569 --> 01:30:28,239 like ah it's like on me back yeah and I 1566 01:30:37,200 --> 01:30:33,579 can be it round with me like it's not 1567 01:30:40,049 --> 01:30:37,210 like full of rocks and pulling me 1568 01:30:43,739 --> 01:30:40,059 backwards anymore I mean the Lord is 1569 01:30:47,129 --> 01:30:43,749 like oh and that is in cars one of the 1570 01:30:47,820 --> 01:30:47,139 ways to recover from this is to be able 1571 01:30:50,640 --> 01:30:47,830 to 1572 01:30:54,000 --> 01:30:50,650 talk about it safely yeah without fear 1573 01:30:56,280 --> 01:30:54,010 of the rubber boss being wrong for our 1574 01:30:58,920 --> 01:30:56,290 and you know the long sleeve cardigan 1575 01:31:00,570 --> 01:30:58,930 and although not that the NHS can cope 1576 01:31:01,680 --> 01:31:00,580 with any patients that are either going 1577 01:31:04,290 --> 01:31:01,690 to jump off a building 1578 01:31:06,540 --> 01:31:04,300 never mind believe in this stuff you 1579 01:31:07,950 --> 01:31:06,550 know so everybody out there who thinks 1580 01:31:08,970 --> 01:31:07,960 if you're gonna talk about it you're 1581 01:31:12,210 --> 01:31:08,980 gonna get locked up 1582 01:31:14,280 --> 01:31:12,220 there's no room URI you safe the can't 1583 01:31:15,870 --> 01:31:14,290 lock you up because they're just got the 1584 01:31:22,200 --> 01:31:15,880 funding yeah yeah 1585 01:31:25,560 --> 01:31:22,210 alien delusion so you know you have to 1586 01:31:28,980 --> 01:31:25,570 really really be okay knowing right okay 1587 01:31:31,680 --> 01:31:28,990 I've had an answer for that okay that 1588 01:31:36,480 --> 01:31:31,690 relationships undid because they have to 1589 01:31:39,510 --> 01:31:36,490 go through that you know like just so 1590 01:31:43,500 --> 01:31:39,520 many things just horrors that end up 1591 01:31:45,630 --> 01:31:43,510 being inflicted like I in my soul I knew 1592 01:31:47,940 --> 01:31:45,640 I think that something would happen if 1593 01:31:49,830 --> 01:31:47,950 we went to Anne's together yeah I said 1594 01:31:51,990 --> 01:31:49,840 to you so many times 1595 01:31:53,940 --> 01:31:52,000 think about it think about you sure you 1596 01:31:56,480 --> 01:31:53,950 can't I think you mentioned it for about 1597 01:31:59,280 --> 01:31:56,490 a week I said I'm going I'm going 1598 01:32:03,120 --> 01:31:59,290 because somewhere inside me was saying 1599 01:32:06,450 --> 01:32:03,130 you've got to go as well you know and I 1600 01:32:07,410 --> 01:32:06,460 would go again if as much as horrifying 1601 01:32:11,250 --> 01:32:07,420 as it Wow 1602 01:32:14,610 --> 01:32:11,260 I would go again I think I would but I 1603 01:32:21,750 --> 01:32:14,620 would take a shed load of equipment and 1604 01:32:24,240 --> 01:32:21,760 yeah everything have a van just to set 1605 01:32:27,390 --> 01:32:24,250 up you know we probably died of 1606 01:32:30,960 --> 01:32:27,400 radiation poisoning amongst all that EMF 1607 01:32:32,550 --> 01:32:30,970 going off around us but you know and 1608 01:32:33,780 --> 01:32:32,560 then nothing would happen and that would 1609 01:32:39,500 --> 01:32:33,790 be great but people would be 1610 01:32:42,440 --> 01:32:39,510 disappointed yeah yeah but no like a 1611 01:32:45,270 --> 01:32:42,450 panel debate and Chris French said to me 1612 01:32:48,450 --> 01:32:45,280 well how often does it happen and I said 1613 01:32:51,000 --> 01:32:48,460 well you know it's sporadic and the last 1614 01:32:53,280 --> 01:32:51,010 time was in 2012 and I said if it was 1615 01:32:55,230 --> 01:32:53,290 like other people on the internet say is 1616 01:33:01,750 --> 01:32:55,240 when the come in every night I said I'd 1617 01:33:03,160 --> 01:33:01,760 be like on Big Brother for a rest yeah 1618 01:33:04,629 --> 01:33:03,170 there's a big brother because there's 1619 01:33:07,750 --> 01:33:04,639 cameras everywhere and they will never 1620 01:33:09,790 --> 01:33:07,760 show themselves no so that would be a 1621 01:33:13,560 --> 01:33:09,800 nice little holiday wasn't it you know 1622 01:33:22,450 --> 01:33:13,570 but fortunately it doesn't happen like 1623 01:33:24,520 --> 01:33:22,460 we've had both of us apart yeah like but 1624 01:33:31,180 --> 01:33:24,530 then it stops and it stops for years are 1625 01:33:34,870 --> 01:33:31,190 seemingly oh yeah when I moved to 1626 01:33:37,560 --> 01:33:34,880 Liverpool I remember when we lived in 1627 01:33:41,740 --> 01:33:37,570 chill wall and we were in bed one night 1628 01:33:45,899 --> 01:33:41,750 we were watching TV so you know there 1629 01:33:48,700 --> 01:33:45,909 was light in the room and it looked like 1630 01:33:51,250 --> 01:33:48,710 someone was shining a green light on the 1631 01:33:54,220 --> 01:33:51,260 window and I had loads of things on the 1632 01:33:56,020 --> 01:33:54,230 windowsill and I realize that it's not 1633 01:33:57,430 --> 01:33:56,030 coming from outside because there would 1634 01:34:00,189 --> 01:33:57,440 be a shudder there there would be a 1635 01:34:02,740 --> 01:34:00,199 green bit missing where all the stuff is 1636 01:34:05,649 --> 01:34:02,750 mhm it's like that Green Square is 1637 01:34:08,890 --> 01:34:05,659 projected onto the curtain from inside 1638 01:34:12,100 --> 01:34:08,900 inside yeah right I looked up at the 1639 01:34:14,259 --> 01:34:12,110 ceiling Dave tell you that the ceiling 1640 01:34:16,540 --> 01:34:14,269 and there's like this oblong of green 1641 01:34:18,759 --> 01:34:16,550 light that's like just by the cupboard 1642 01:34:19,689 --> 01:34:18,769 door which is kind of like opposite the 1643 01:34:21,759 --> 01:34:19,699 door that you're going through the 1644 01:34:23,830 --> 01:34:21,769 bedroom it's a cup of dark to the left 1645 01:34:26,020 --> 01:34:23,840 is all the bedroom there's a wall yeah 1646 01:34:28,000 --> 01:34:26,030 there's the door the wall the cupboard 1647 01:34:30,700 --> 01:34:28,010 opposite and then to the left is all of 1648 01:34:33,850 --> 01:34:30,710 the bedroom so in front of this cupboard 1649 01:34:35,890 --> 01:34:33,860 door there was this green light and it 1650 01:34:37,689 --> 01:34:35,900 just slowly moved across the ceilings 1651 01:34:40,810 --> 01:34:37,699 and we were just like on our phones or I 1652 01:34:42,490 --> 01:34:40,820 was reading about you know I got outta 1653 01:34:45,629 --> 01:34:42,500 bed and I'm flapping around with a 1654 01:34:48,339 --> 01:34:45,639 curtain oh wow yeah then I was just like 1655 01:34:50,020 --> 01:34:48,349 Dave's going oh it must be Chris outside 1656 01:34:53,529 --> 01:34:50,030 with his green laser pen I said no 1657 01:34:55,750 --> 01:34:53,539 because there's the box and that there 1658 01:34:57,939 --> 01:34:55,760 would all be a bit missing so it 1659 01:35:01,209 --> 01:34:57,949 wouldn't be a perfect square 1660 01:35:04,029 --> 01:35:01,219 yeah it's got rounded edges in the 1661 01:35:06,669 --> 01:35:04,039 middle of the curtain it's no it's not 1662 01:35:10,060 --> 01:35:06,679 like the whole window it was no sense 1663 01:35:13,930 --> 01:35:10,070 you know yeah back into bed thinking 1664 01:35:15,370 --> 01:35:13,940 yeah it must be something just normal 1665 01:35:17,799 --> 01:35:15,380 like 1666 01:35:21,160 --> 01:35:17,809 can't figure it out right now I watched 1667 01:35:24,549 --> 01:35:21,170 this green light just sort of travel 1668 01:35:26,500 --> 01:35:24,559 across the ceiling towards the door but 1669 01:35:28,209 --> 01:35:26,510 then it just stopped it just vanished 1670 01:35:31,419 --> 01:35:28,219 hmm and the green light on the curtain 1671 01:35:42,310 --> 01:35:31,429 went and you know we were none the wiser 1672 01:35:44,350 --> 01:35:42,320 it was like well that was a bit weird so 1673 01:35:45,339 --> 01:35:44,360 you move on and then next thing happens 1674 01:35:48,689 --> 01:35:45,349 you know it 1675 01:35:52,810 --> 01:35:48,699 oh another thing that don't make sense 1676 01:35:56,410 --> 01:35:52,820 it's it's so difficult to try and make 1677 01:36:00,479 --> 01:35:56,420 sense okay I mean everything that's 1678 01:36:03,700 --> 01:36:00,489 happened to me every one of them as 1679 01:36:05,410 --> 01:36:03,710 every one of my experiences and I can't 1680 01:36:06,279 --> 01:36:05,420 even count how many of these now I've 1681 01:36:10,169 --> 01:36:06,289 just lost count 1682 01:36:12,520 --> 01:36:10,179 but every one of my experiences as a 1683 01:36:16,689 --> 01:36:12,530 familiarity but every one of them is 1684 01:36:19,830 --> 01:36:16,699 different so yeah you know whether it 1685 01:36:23,350 --> 01:36:19,840 involves braids whether it involves a 1686 01:36:25,750 --> 01:36:23,360 UFO whether it you know I mean it's all 1687 01:36:30,100 --> 01:36:25,760 similar but all very different at same 1688 01:36:34,990 --> 01:36:30,110 time so you never know what to expect no 1689 01:36:38,649 --> 01:36:35,000 you know but thank God for the internet 1690 01:36:43,270 --> 01:36:38,659 yeah because you know I was absolutely 1691 01:36:45,339 --> 01:36:43,280 going out of my mind after the UFO thing 1692 01:36:48,160 --> 01:36:45,349 and other things that were happening and 1693 01:36:51,339 --> 01:36:48,170 things I couldn't explain weird download 1694 01:36:53,020 --> 01:36:51,349 things and being like and how people say 1695 01:36:56,560 --> 01:36:53,030 it's sleep paralysis but it's not it was 1696 01:37:00,040 --> 01:36:56,570 like my whole body became electrified 1697 01:37:01,959 --> 01:37:00,050 and kind of like almost you know when 1698 01:37:03,729 --> 01:37:01,969 the electrifying magnets and things and 1699 01:37:06,459 --> 01:37:03,739 it's just kind of got to me like that it 1700 01:37:08,830 --> 01:37:06,469 was like that booth and I couldn't move 1701 01:37:10,450 --> 01:37:08,840 but it was like I was panicking and 1702 01:37:13,870 --> 01:37:10,460 thinking I can't move I don't like it 1703 01:37:18,310 --> 01:37:13,880 yeah and I advise not a voice even just 1704 01:37:21,339 --> 01:37:18,320 this in my head relax yeah and and relax 1705 01:37:23,680 --> 01:37:21,349 and then all this stuff was flashing in 1706 01:37:26,740 --> 01:37:23,690 my mind like it started off with a 1707 01:37:29,440 --> 01:37:26,750 sunflower a beautiful bright yellow 1708 01:37:35,920 --> 01:37:29,450 sunflower on a brilliant blue 1709 01:37:39,970 --> 01:37:35,930 guy yeah and then it was the second 1710 01:37:42,250 --> 01:37:39,980 thing was like a wiring diagram and then 1711 01:37:46,090 --> 01:37:42,260 the third thing was a map and then the 1712 01:37:49,650 --> 01:37:46,100 next thing was this kind of like it was 1713 01:37:51,730 --> 01:37:49,660 like a ball but it was made out of like 1714 01:37:54,670 --> 01:37:51,740 hexagons or something you know whatever 1715 01:37:57,460 --> 01:37:54,680 they all these you know multi-sided [\h__\h] 1716 01:38:00,370 --> 01:37:57,470 shapes but all together and it was like 1717 01:38:03,130 --> 01:38:00,380 one inside another and there were kind 1718 01:38:05,950 --> 01:38:03,140 of turning and at the left of it it was 1719 01:38:09,310 --> 01:38:05,960 like always it's all black but with 1720 01:38:14,230 --> 01:38:09,320 orange a graphics and it's like data was 1721 01:38:19,120 --> 01:38:14,240 streaming in an imagined to the left and 1722 01:38:21,390 --> 01:38:19,130 then the next thing was like like there 1723 01:38:24,280 --> 01:38:21,400 was a hole inside it and it was like 1724 01:38:28,240 --> 01:38:24,290 sacred it basically what I took from it 1725 01:38:31,870 --> 01:38:28,250 was like sacred geometry and I I kind of 1726 01:38:34,750 --> 01:38:31,880 wondered if this sphere thing might be 1727 01:38:36,130 --> 01:38:34,760 some sort of craft I don't know I had no 1728 01:38:38,260 --> 01:38:36,140 clue it was all too fast 1729 01:38:41,080 --> 01:38:38,270 yeah I was like I said it's too quick I 1730 01:38:43,360 --> 01:38:41,090 can't I can't see it and this thing or 1731 01:38:46,690 --> 01:38:43,370 whatever the feeling the voice the 1732 01:38:51,400 --> 01:38:46,700 thought where as doesn't matter it just 1733 01:38:53,440 --> 01:38:51,410 has to be in there yeah that's you know 1734 01:38:56,080 --> 01:38:53,450 things are going so quick and you can't 1735 01:38:59,020 --> 01:38:56,090 remember it and it's like a time when 1736 01:39:01,450 --> 01:38:59,030 I've been taken in at once and result 1737 01:39:04,630 --> 01:39:01,460 these Grey's around there and they 1738 01:39:06,430 --> 01:39:04,640 pushed me on floor and I feel me you 1739 01:39:10,420 --> 01:39:06,440 know grass is slightly damp and 1740 01:39:12,460 --> 01:39:10,430 everything's so normal and is going to 1741 01:39:15,070 --> 01:39:12,470 remember remember and I'm crying because 1742 01:39:17,800 --> 01:39:15,080 I can't remember what I'm supposed to be 1743 01:39:19,930 --> 01:39:17,810 remembering and the keeps a lessor and 1744 01:39:23,740 --> 01:39:19,940 word and then they all set and the 1745 01:39:25,450 --> 01:39:23,750 talking in unison in the me aid and 1746 01:39:29,350 --> 01:39:25,460 they're all going remember and then they 1747 01:39:31,810 --> 01:39:29,360 tell me that word again and I said I 1748 01:39:34,060 --> 01:39:31,820 can't remember now whether and now I've 1749 01:39:36,670 --> 01:39:34,070 just come a conclusion after thinking I 1750 01:39:39,670 --> 01:39:36,680 should have remembered and I'm thinking 1751 01:39:42,610 --> 01:39:39,680 maybe that saying they were saying I'm a 1752 01:39:43,149 --> 01:39:42,620 daught remember but saying it remember 1753 01:39:47,830 --> 01:39:43,159 and 1754 01:39:50,169 --> 01:39:47,840 sooner rather than say yeah I'll try 1755 01:39:53,319 --> 01:39:50,179 remember ah I can't remember I'm so so 1756 01:39:57,429 --> 01:39:53,329 no you know do you understand what I'm 1757 01:40:00,250 --> 01:39:57,439 saying there yeah I do actually 1758 01:40:03,390 --> 01:40:00,260 yeah you see thing is is that people go 1759 01:40:05,919 --> 01:40:03,400 wild about the skinwalker right 1760 01:40:09,429 --> 01:40:05,929 skinwalker stuff ovens can walk around 1761 01:40:11,949 --> 01:40:09,439 yeah Sherman ranch and all the phenomena 1762 01:40:15,669 --> 01:40:11,959 they're big orange circles over these 1763 01:40:19,929 --> 01:40:15,679 seen them anyway exactly so I'm going 1764 01:40:25,779 --> 01:40:19,939 it's not exclusive to that it happens in 1765 01:40:28,959 --> 01:40:25,789 Bradford that right so I think that all 1766 01:40:30,520 --> 01:40:28,969 of it depends on a living agent now when 1767 01:40:32,649 --> 01:40:30,530 you're living in a city there's gonna be 1768 01:40:34,540 --> 01:40:32,659 more than one is it they're not going to 1769 01:40:35,919 --> 01:40:34,550 just like you could be living next to 1770 01:40:41,350 --> 01:40:35,929 you next down there but they could be 1771 01:40:43,179 --> 01:40:41,360 taking about the same contactee 1772 01:40:44,109 --> 01:40:43,189 abducting experience or whatever you 1773 01:40:45,399 --> 01:40:44,119 want to call it 1774 01:40:48,339 --> 01:40:45,409 I won't know I'm this straight if 1775 01:40:51,399 --> 01:40:48,349 there's anyone else possibly A's I won't 1776 01:40:55,479 --> 01:40:51,409 know because I open up so like you say 1777 01:40:58,169 --> 01:40:55,489 it's not exclusive to one area it's not 1778 01:41:01,600 --> 01:40:58,179 exclusive to the countryside it is 1779 01:41:04,989 --> 01:41:01,610 anywhere could be a block of flats it 1780 01:41:08,560 --> 01:41:04,999 could be a house it's anywhere and 1781 01:41:11,500 --> 01:41:08,570 everywhere and anyone really you know 1782 01:41:13,359 --> 01:41:11,510 and like I said they are in sphere when 1783 01:41:15,310 --> 01:41:13,369 I saw it and it were opening it on the 1784 01:41:18,699 --> 01:41:15,320 one that would ground in the school 1785 01:41:22,089 --> 01:41:18,709 ground and there was three of them they 1786 01:41:25,120 --> 01:41:22,099 were in a triangular this laid out like 1787 01:41:27,129 --> 01:41:25,130 a triangular shape but there wasn't 1788 01:41:30,359 --> 01:41:27,139 together I don't think that were 1789 01:41:33,129 --> 01:41:30,369 together anywhere and one particular one 1790 01:41:35,799 --> 01:41:33,139 and it were opening up like a doll where 1791 01:41:39,069 --> 01:41:35,809 not a doorway as you open it up yeah 1792 01:41:41,979 --> 01:41:39,079 well like you could see beyond this it 1793 01:41:43,899 --> 01:41:41,989 will like add or not but they sent a bit 1794 01:41:47,290 --> 01:41:43,909 of the door not one up and you could see 1795 01:41:50,199 --> 01:41:47,300 it squashed in but you can't see it I 1796 01:41:53,529 --> 01:41:50,209 can describe it now as and as years are 1797 01:41:56,619 --> 01:41:53,539 going on I can I can describe it better 1798 01:41:59,290 --> 01:41:56,629 have more words for it and 1799 01:42:03,429 --> 01:41:59,300 so this thing opens up like it were 1800 01:42:05,560 --> 01:42:03,439 pulsing like it were alive and it's so 1801 01:42:07,750 --> 01:42:05,570 clean up and then claws in an opening up 1802 01:42:13,259 --> 01:42:07,760 and every time it opened door 1803 01:42:18,159 --> 01:42:13,269 they all got bigger and every time it 1804 01:42:19,899 --> 01:42:18,169 got smaller the gap the smaller gap got 1805 01:42:22,540 --> 01:42:19,909 do you know I'm aiso getting bigger and 1806 01:42:29,349 --> 01:42:22,550 pulsating and bigger and pulsing and it 1807 01:42:32,729 --> 01:42:29,359 I could see straight through Bob I saw 1808 01:42:37,060 --> 01:42:32,739 him job on the guy and I swear now I 1809 01:42:41,229 --> 01:42:37,070 believe that that is a living biological 1810 01:42:44,469 --> 01:42:41,239 thing not you know I met somebody 1811 01:42:47,469 --> 01:42:44,479 recently parlor called Daron Cooper who 1812 01:42:51,250 --> 01:42:47,479 has seen something which is a big red 1813 01:42:55,330 --> 01:42:51,260 circle fact that is flying with a delta 1814 01:42:58,509 --> 01:42:55,340 wing object with multiple white lights 1815 01:43:02,379 --> 01:42:58,519 and he said he saw it and it was a line 1816 01:43:05,889 --> 01:43:02,389 I know you two need to talk to yeah 1817 01:43:08,500 --> 01:43:05,899 friend requesting but and I'm yeah I'm 1818 01:43:11,469 --> 01:43:08,510 no I'm no time well other people say oh 1819 01:43:13,689 --> 01:43:11,479 no it's my man baby named Amy and I'm 1820 01:43:20,199 --> 01:43:13,699 like if you want their I saw where I 1821 01:43:23,919 --> 01:43:20,209 know that that object is alive and it 1822 01:43:26,589 --> 01:43:23,929 I got seen it life is in like me you 1823 01:43:32,439 --> 01:43:26,599 work at a dog or whatever but it is a 1824 01:43:36,040 --> 01:43:32,449 living thing and so what I'm seeing 1825 01:43:38,889 --> 01:43:36,050 beyond this is it opens up more and more 1826 01:43:40,449 --> 01:43:38,899 I can see beyond I can see the field 1827 01:43:42,580 --> 01:43:40,459 behind it 1828 01:43:47,399 --> 01:43:42,590 I can see one of the school buildings 1829 01:43:50,109 --> 01:43:47,409 behind it so this all in job and then 1830 01:43:52,500 --> 01:43:50,119 but I was out John I'm looking at that I 1831 01:43:56,379 --> 01:43:52,510 didn't see what appeared they mean that 1832 01:44:02,979 --> 01:43:56,389 doorway but in a doorway because it's 1833 01:44:05,770 --> 01:44:02,989 round it was a grade that was stood 1834 01:44:09,279 --> 01:44:05,780 there you know and it walked out it was 1835 01:44:10,300 --> 01:44:09,289 you know I once the only time I would 1836 01:44:13,300 --> 01:44:10,310 say 1837 01:44:15,000 --> 01:44:13,310 I wasn't scared of it and I didn't I 1838 01:44:18,670 --> 01:44:15,010 didn't even know it won't win a mine 1839 01:44:20,950 --> 01:44:18,680 there are no as energy because they 1840 01:44:23,710 --> 01:44:20,960 don't have the personnel their 1841 01:44:28,000 --> 01:44:23,720 personalities and energy their name is 1842 01:44:30,730 --> 01:44:28,010 the energy it's this energy is them and 1843 01:44:33,430 --> 01:44:30,740 it's all they're all unique energies 1844 01:44:38,590 --> 01:44:33,440 I got saying it for everybody this is 1845 01:44:41,110 --> 01:44:38,600 from my point of view you know well yeah 1846 01:44:44,140 --> 01:44:41,120 it's an energy no no no I ain't seen 1847 01:44:46,690 --> 01:44:44,150 this energy before ah you know felt this 1848 01:44:48,370 --> 01:44:46,700 energy coming from this grid this is a 1849 01:44:51,610 --> 01:44:48,380 newbie I don't know yo and it's walking 1850 01:44:55,840 --> 01:44:51,620 wild man and as I'm at one side of the 1851 01:45:00,280 --> 01:44:55,850 phone says at the other and I am me ex 1852 01:45:03,010 --> 01:45:00,290 with me and I'm going oh look at that 1853 01:45:05,440 --> 01:45:03,020 woman oh no he's going look at that 1854 01:45:13,450 --> 01:45:05,450 little old woman am I good I know a law 1855 01:45:16,330 --> 01:45:13,460 woman and I could feel it it's not much 1856 01:45:19,330 --> 01:45:16,340 personality but what they do have makes 1857 01:45:24,640 --> 01:45:19,340 me laugh because they have this slight 1858 01:45:29,680 --> 01:45:24,650 slight slight my new sense of emotion 1859 01:45:33,820 --> 01:45:29,690 and I felt it kind of a laugh coming 1860 01:45:37,570 --> 01:45:33,830 from it and anything which comes across 1861 01:45:40,600 --> 01:45:37,580 as a laugh you know what that's our time 1862 01:45:42,850 --> 01:45:40,610 you're so hard to this yeah there and 1863 01:45:46,720 --> 01:45:42,860 like I've always said so you know I 1864 01:45:51,700 --> 01:45:46,730 think the word as much as authors as 1865 01:45:55,150 --> 01:45:51,710 what we learn off them yeah and that was 1866 01:45:56,710 --> 01:45:55,160 like it's like telepathy people think 1867 01:46:01,360 --> 01:45:56,720 they have all these complicated ideas 1868 01:46:04,510 --> 01:46:01,370 about its just feeling and seeing insane 1869 01:46:05,920 --> 01:46:04,520 sitting it's like you know mixing all 1870 01:46:08,980 --> 01:46:05,930 the signals up mm-hmm 1871 01:46:10,240 --> 01:46:08,990 you know intellectualize in every moment 1872 01:46:14,620 --> 01:46:10,250 you know I mean it doesn't have so 1873 01:46:17,110 --> 01:46:14,630 straight sound you can look at something 1874 01:46:19,480 --> 01:46:17,120 like we do it all the time me my kids do 1875 01:46:22,960 --> 01:46:19,490 it all the time you know I'm in mom 1876 01:46:24,520 --> 01:46:22,970 phone calls blah injuries she it's 1877 01:46:26,979 --> 01:46:24,530 herself I yourself said 1878 01:46:32,159 --> 01:46:26,989 and we live 70 miles apart you know it's 1879 01:46:34,959 --> 01:46:32,169 always kind of crazy crazy stuff it just 1880 01:46:37,779 --> 01:46:34,969 makes you sound like you're insane and 1881 01:46:40,149 --> 01:46:37,789 that you're just making summer out and 1882 01:46:41,979 --> 01:46:40,159 nothing and and it's like yeah well I 1883 01:46:43,810 --> 01:46:41,989 have actually thought about that along 1884 01:46:46,149 --> 01:46:43,820 and I have actually thought that I'm 1885 01:46:48,279 --> 01:46:46,159 crazy more times and any of you lot 1886 01:46:51,580 --> 01:46:48,289 couldn't even thought that put together 1887 01:46:54,209 --> 01:46:51,590 there you know like 20 million times a 1888 01:46:56,199 --> 01:46:54,219 day but then I have to fall back on 1889 01:46:59,080 --> 01:46:56,209 actually know you've seen all those 1890 01:47:01,870 --> 01:46:59,090 people and all those pick all the 1891 01:47:06,069 --> 01:47:01,880 psychologists therapists I like of this 1892 01:47:11,020 --> 01:47:06,079 something you know as you know years ago 1893 01:47:13,989 --> 01:47:11,030 I nearly lost my job through it stopping 1894 01:47:17,889 --> 01:47:13,999 a few didn't iron do you know what I'm 1895 01:47:21,399 --> 01:47:17,899 sick of lying on job application says oh 1896 01:47:27,639 --> 01:47:21,409 yes I do swimming oh I play golf 1897 01:47:29,770 --> 01:47:27,649 oh so [\h__\h] excuse me you weren't a 1898 01:47:33,419 --> 01:47:29,780 normai in chester I'm gonna tell you you 1899 01:47:36,729 --> 01:47:33,429 know and through that I got called 1900 01:47:40,359 --> 01:47:36,739 mentally unstable are what something to 1901 01:47:41,799 --> 01:47:40,369 them words one yeah they didn't know 1902 01:47:43,929 --> 01:47:41,809 that you were fit for your current 1903 01:47:45,819 --> 01:47:43,939 position and that you might be mentally 1904 01:47:47,589 --> 01:47:45,829 unstable because you'd put that you're 1905 01:47:50,620 --> 01:47:47,599 likely you were interested in X or 1906 01:47:52,779 --> 01:47:50,630 politics you didn't say no you didn't 1907 01:47:55,779 --> 01:47:52,789 say anything like that just XO politics 1908 01:47:59,020 --> 01:47:55,789 and the study of you know and the 1909 01:48:00,489 --> 01:47:59,030 pre-empting of what would we do if life 1910 01:48:03,759 --> 01:48:00,499 from other planets or other places 1911 01:48:06,189 --> 01:48:03,769 arrived here you know people are kind of 1912 01:48:09,100 --> 01:48:06,199 working on that idea and trying to come 1913 01:48:11,439 --> 01:48:09,110 up with you know what is the best way to 1914 01:48:14,020 --> 01:48:11,449 handle that situation and because of her 1915 01:48:15,489 --> 01:48:14,030 they rang up your Boston yeah and said 1916 01:48:17,199 --> 01:48:15,499 oh we don't think she's right in the air 1917 01:48:25,929 --> 01:48:17,209 and your boss said well tough she's 1918 01:48:27,489 --> 01:48:25,939 worked for me for six months 11 year but 1919 01:48:36,819 --> 01:48:27,499 you've been with him for six years when 1920 01:48:37,410 --> 01:48:36,829 I first listened to me cuz I know what 1921 01:48:39,510 --> 01:48:37,420 I'm talking 1922 01:48:43,620 --> 01:48:39,520 about anyway parlor you know we've come 1923 01:48:51,570 --> 01:48:43,630 to the end of the show oh no I'm gonna 1924 01:48:53,790 --> 01:48:51,580 have to bring ya a rough idea what we 1925 01:49:04,979 --> 01:48:53,800 were going to talk about today we talked 1926 01:49:06,450 --> 01:49:04,989 about the eyes bodies so yeah yeah yeah 1927 01:49:08,640 --> 01:49:06,460 because paula was told about the eyes 1928 01:49:10,350 --> 01:49:08,650 and I was told about when the way when 1929 01:49:13,070 --> 01:49:10,360 people say that scene I mean clothing 1930 01:49:16,560 --> 01:49:13,080 silver suits and helmets and stuff I 1931 01:49:18,959 --> 01:49:16,570 know why and Paula knows how the eyes 1932 01:49:20,160 --> 01:49:18,969 work yes sir that's for another show I'm 1933 01:49:25,560 --> 01:49:20,170 sorry I'm gonna have to leave you on a 1934 01:49:29,550 --> 01:49:25,570 cliffhanger there thank you it's been a 1935 01:49:33,390 --> 01:49:29,560 pleasure so right everybody next week 1936 01:49:35,790 --> 01:49:33,400 another guest another a surprise in the 1937 01:49:38,220 --> 01:49:35,800 meantime you can catch me on facebook on 1938 01:49:41,040 --> 01:49:38,230 the paranormal mysteries on a and W 1939 01:49:45,150 --> 01:49:41,050 Facebook page and I'm on Twitter with 1940 01:49:47,189 --> 01:49:45,160 about 5 people following me and and 1941 01:49:50,820 --> 01:49:47,199 following about five as well so you know 1942 01:49:51,750 --> 01:49:50,830 if you could stop by might even start 1943 01:49:54,240 --> 01:49:51,760 posting on it